Do you have friends?

[Gangrel]

Only online, like 3. We barely talk though. Sometimes i even wonder why i care for them, but i do. Just want them to have a good life, I don't know why they consider my friends, i try to make new friends online because in real life it's literally impossible, but it never happens for me.

 

[yousaidimsweet]

technically yes. but it's a cruel world out here so i try to keep walls up

 

[Orc]

No, never really had any.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I've only got some imaginary friends. That's about it.

 

[theolivanderroach]

Barely. It's super one sided with me only ever talking to them/hanging out with them if they contact me first. I don't have the energy or will to keep up with friends. I lost a lot of friends last year which is a benefit to me, less people to worry about.

 

[iamrealandyouarenot]

Yes. A lot of them. Like a lot a lot. I don't think they even know me. I don't think they'd still like me if they did.

 

[SVEN]

I've only got some imaginary friends. That's about it.

Just goes to show, absolutely everyone loves Jesters ... Even unreal, imaginary folk.

 

[BlankZeroNone]

I never had friends I could really honestly talk to, not even online. But I'm still hopeful.

 

[lilichka]

on paper i have a lot of friends but im not really close with them, im always the floater friend. i always see or hear them making plans without me, any attempt i make to get closer with them seems futile. i feel like this places more stress on me than not having friends at all. has anyone else experienced this?

 

[soonnotkoei]

i have this one friend who is the only one who knows what I'm planning on and actually genuinely cares about me. i wish he didnt care so much, since it only makes it difficult for me to leave.

 

[human909]

nice to see everyone response, thanks!
feel free to post more

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I used to have "good time" friends way, way back in younger years. Never made any lasting bonds, though. A couple along the way who I thought were friends ended up back-stabbing me so I dropped them. My cousin was actually my best friend up until about 5 years ago when he died. I could count on him for anything and he could count on me for anything. It's all but impossible to make new friends in later life and I honestly have no "try" left in me, anyway.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

no i don't need friends nor a gf nor anything.

no one can convince me there is an objective reason for why i have to get friends, or a gf, or to want to live or to do anything. nothing matters except avoiding constant unbearable pain and my suicide asap. nothing matters.

this is reason 1. but there are many that sit on top of that .

i and every human will die . nothing matters. what that we do will matter in 150 years, 1000, years, in 10,000 years, in a trillion years? nothing.

 

[DarknessAtNoon]

Used to have a decent circle of friends but as I got older and realized just how truly broken and abnormal I was I ghosted all of them save for one I talk to about once a month.

 

[NonEssential]

A couple discord friends. Haven't had any physical friends in over a decade.

 

[LunarEc]

No, I avoid people so I don't make any friends. I barely talk to anyone, I can count how many words I say per day, nothing exceeding 50. I've been quiet almost all my life, I do envy people sometimes for having friends and a normal life, but I wouldn't know if I actually want what they got. I like the quiet part of things. No responsibilities and not a single worry in the world.

 

[SnowLeopard21]

They're all online, but I don't think they'd notice if I was gone for a week. Not like they'd message after a week anyways.