Do you have a mental health condition which, if it were cured, would end your suicidal ideation (eg, depression, anxiety, OCD, bipolar, PTSD, etc)?

[Xi-Xi]

I got very, very unlucky with the amount of disorders I have, and I do not care to list them all, but any of them could contribute. But also, none of them could contribute. I don't know. I'll probably never know.

 

[tamamori]

i also have a number of disorders, and while maybe i'd have to be rid of all of them to not feel suicidal anymore, i definitely feel like if i had to name the worst one it's definitely the bpd. it's genuinely just like... the worst thing ever, and it's effectively untreatable to boot. i'd do quite literally anything to get rid of it

 

[Xi-Xi]

i also have a number of disorders, and while maybe i'd have to be rid of all of them to not feel suicidal anymore, i definitely feel like if i had to name the worst one it's definitely the bpd. it's genuinely just like... the worst thing ever, and it's effectively untreatable to boot. i'd do quite literally anything to get rid of it

I would say it's the same for me, it's probably the biggest factor, but weirdly, I don't really feel the effects of my BPD anymore, just kinda numb to it

 

[tamamori]

I would say it's the same for me, it's probably the biggest factor, but weirdly, I don't really feel the effects of my BPD anymore, just kinda numb to it

i do feel like i get more "used" to it as time passes and i feel number, but i know it's more just me pushing it all inside rather than genuinely not feeling it. in the end it still makes me miserable.

 

[merlinscries]

I think the main cause of my suicidal thoughts is the autism that makes me isolate and struggle to function as a person. I wish it could be magically cured

Friend you are not alone

 

[Unlucky777]

I think so, 99.99% sure it would. Especially the emotional dysregulation that comes with CPTSD

 

[Dot]

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[OnMyLast Legs]

I've been diagnosed bipolar I, I believe. With psychotic features. That said, I feel like my experiences and habits produced it. 36yo with nothing. It seems that theoretically I could live a life if I were suddenly calm and happy and with a mind organized enough to take care of myself. If I were tough enough to grind through work or delay gratification even longer to go back to college. But I don't know how I could overcome my memory, my shame, my remorse.