Do you have a mental health condition which, if it were cured, would end your suicidal ideation (eg, depression, anxiety, OCD, bipolar, PTSD, etc)?

[Xi-Xi]

I got very, very unlucky with the amount of disorders I have, and I do not care to list them all, but any of them could contribute. But also, none of them could contribute. I don't know. I'll probably never know.

 

[tamamori]

i also have a number of disorders, and while maybe i'd have to be rid of all of them to not feel suicidal anymore, i definitely feel like if i had to name the worst one it's definitely the bpd. it's genuinely just like... the worst thing ever, and it's effectively untreatable to boot. i'd do quite literally anything to get rid of it

 

[Xi-Xi]

i also have a number of disorders, and while maybe i'd have to be rid of all of them to not feel suicidal anymore, i definitely feel like if i had to name the worst one it's definitely the bpd. it's genuinely just like... the worst thing ever, and it's effectively untreatable to boot. i'd do quite literally anything to get rid of it

I would say it's the same for me, it's probably the biggest factor, but weirdly, I don't really feel the effects of my BPD anymore, just kinda numb to it

 

[tamamori]

I would say it's the same for me, it's probably the biggest factor, but weirdly, I don't really feel the effects of my BPD anymore, just kinda numb to it

i do feel like i get more "used" to it as time passes and i feel number, but i know it's more just me pushing it all inside rather than genuinely not feeling it. in the end it still makes me miserable.