Discussion do you have a dream, before ctb?

[slitwristsbleedcold]

or a wish? something like that? it can be anything, a better job, go on the moon...stuff like that.

 

[imontheloose]

I want to eat some dark chocolate digestives with a cup of tea before I CTB.

 

[katarinabluu]

i hope my last moments arent of anxiety or nervousness. thats really all i hope for.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Nothing except that I do everything I can to get my suicide ready to go. and that everything goes well enough during my execution of my suicide that i do what i need while killing myself so that my suicide goes well that I kill myself

I want nothing else in this evil world and life other than to kill myself sucessfully

I will never want anything in evil life and this evil world other than to escape it

 

[Irisse]

I want to finish University before I ctb so that I can have a plan B if ctb fails.

 

[Michelstaedter]

It's cheesy, but being loved by a girl.

 

[darknessisfine8]

or a wish? something like that? it can be anything, a better job, go on the moon...stuff like that.

I wanna publish my art book .
at least i will left something beautiful behind

 

[58Alice85]

Nope, I am going for a bitter and unhappy ending. I feel like it is inappropiate and ingenuine to pretend i am at peace or happy in any way.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I have no dreams or desires. I'm too sad and broken to have any wishes or desires. If miracles were possible, I would wish upon to be free from chronic pain and have a non autistic brain.

 

[FuneralCry]

My dream is for this dreadful, torturous existence to be erased so it's like I never suffered at all, all I want is to cease existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'd never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer.