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Roseate

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Do you guys ever go through the getting better stage where it doesn't feel completely hopeless, but you're stuck in a cycle that's not quite living yet…? And you crave normal fun and normal mistake? I'm craving so much fun that I've missed out on, and now I'm almost in my mid 20s, I feel bored with life… and it's messing with my mental health. I try, and I want to but nothing seems exciting or dangerous enough and I need to make some fun mistakes, and that's the problem. How do you even began to think of such things? Either way it's getting me to go back to old bad habits
 
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黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
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Sounds like bpd cycles
 
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no I don't want anything in this world. And will never
 
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Roseate

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Sounds like bpd cycles
Borderline? Nah. It's just never living, always forced to be responsible then you realize you could've been living and making memories cuz if I die today, I've done nothing. There is no one happy memory I can look back on. Childhood didn't even feel like a childhood. Teens years were non existent.
no I don't want anything in this world. And will never
Um oh. Okay.
 
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Jan 5, 2025
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Borderline? Nah. It's just never living, always forced to be responsible then you realize you could've been living and making memories cuz if I die today, I've done nothing. There is no one happy memory I can look back on. Childhood didn't even feel like a childhood. Teens years were non existent.

Um oh. Okay.
Exactly what I said hun
 
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Roseate

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Mar 24, 2021
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Exactly what I said hun
Idk diagnosing someone is a bit extreme. Like borderline is much more than that and I was in therapy for years, like most of my teen/young adult life and they'd have caught it. Maybe I just want to have fun. Maybe I'm just experiencing a burn out from always having to be mature from a young age.
 
Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
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Idk diagnosing someone is a bit extreme. Like borderline is much more than that and I was in therapy for years, like most of my teen/young adult life and they'd have caught it. Maybe I just want to have fun. Maybe I'm just experiencing a burn out from always having to be mature from a young age.
Ehhhhhhh every word you've said has basically described bpd or quiet bpd
 
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Roseate

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Mar 24, 2021
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Ehhhhhhh every word you've said has basically described bpd or quiet bpd
I'm not looking for another mental illness so thanks but no thanks. It's just normal behavior. It's just boredom. Not everything needs to be a mental illness as someone with 2 other illness, I've "collected" enough.
 
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Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
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I'm not looking for another mental illness so thanks but no thanks. It's just normal behavior. It's just boredom. Not everything needs to be a mental illness as someone with 2 other illness, I've "collected" enough.
Sadly if you already have 2 chances are you could have more , it's not a choice ... it's just something that happens.

As someone who has severe bpd , you definitely give off classic signs of bpd... I'd recommend getting a professional to look at you .
 
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Roseate

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Sadly if you already have 2 chances are you could have more , it's not a choice ... it's just something that happens.

As someone who has severe bpd , you definitely give off classic signs of bpd... I'd recommend getting a professional to look at you .
First you having BPD doesn't make you an expert on BPD and it doesn't mean you get to diagnose someone you don't even know. What about me gives off BPD signs? I only come on here once in a while. What would you know about the signs I give off? And I've seen professionals and BPD wasn't even on the list.
 
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