Used to until I got on medication. It's funny because I'm a pretty sensitive person yet I think that if I weren't medicated, (it's been so long that just stopping one day probably won't change much and I'll continue to live without those thoughts), I'd have already given into my previous fantasies. I would say they're intrusive and at the same time, I would also just say I genuinely have something wrong with my brain
Even when I was a child who didn't really understand death, seeing on screen (movies only) the death of others was a dopamine surge so, uh, god bless medication!!!
Even when I was a child who didn't really understand death, seeing on screen (movies only) the death of others was a dopamine surge so, uh, god bless medication!!!
