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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Having a partner doesn't make me feel any better. I can see the misery I cause right in front of me
 
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Life+me=error

Life+me=error

Warlock
May 22, 2019
736
I am loved,thankfully I guess. Sad that some people don't enjoy this fundamental feeling..
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
For me it's kind of different. I'm a cosplayer with a fair few followers. I have people who love me, or at least my image, but no one who likes me. The real me.
 
Jack4230

Jack4230

Lame
Sep 8, 2019
83
5"3' male with a boring personality, no confidence, and a few mental illnesses. I was doomed from the start. I got over it eventually but every once in a while I feel extremely lonely.
 
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CursedForDisaster

Student
Apr 1, 2019
187
This is one of the main reasons life is worth living imo: being loved and share your life with anothers humans beings through your life in a affective/sexual dimension.

Do you get this feeling that you will never be able to experience this whole thing?
I experienced it with a high school lover but have since grown a hatred and darkside for myself and don't think anyone deserves to deal with my facades. The only way I'll truly love again is if I find someone completely non judgemental and/or just as fucked up as me
 
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TooLate2582

Experienced
May 6, 2018
282
For me it's kind of different. I'm a cosplayer with a fair few followers. I have people who love me, or at least my image, but no one who likes me. The real me.


Me, but the cosplay is real life. Everyone is in love with my image of a productive member of society.
 
dreamsofdestruction

dreamsofdestruction

Everywhere I look is chaos
May 9, 2019
340
Was told pretty much exactly that the last time I loved someone, it seemed to be mutual at first and I tried to get closer to her.

And she's right. I am an empty depressed shell that cannot be loved by anyone.
 
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