cottonbones346
Take the long way home.
- Dec 21, 2023
- 11
Im having a hard time living with my mother, shes nice now but when i was younger she emotionally abused me, i hate saying that because love her so much but i dont like her there was almost a decade of time where she didnt love me. Shes nice now, which makes it hard, i see a mother that was once nice to me, turned on me, and now wants to love me again. She was negligent but also i could have tried harder. Anyways i know im getting angrier i know im growing to be a bad person and i just want to go to sleep. I dont want people to remember me angry. ive finally got access to the things i need to CTB its a bit expensive but its finally feasible. feel like im running against a clock of my own goodwill, the sooner I CTB the better people will remember me.