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Praying 4 a Miracle

Praying 4 a Miracle

Experienced
Sep 22, 2024
247
When I look back at many of the decisions I have made, especially in recent years, I think wow, there must have been evil forces affecting my thought processes. Otherwise, I would have been thinking more clearly and made better choices. It's not like they were overtly horrible decisions, they were just the wrong ones.

It seems like every time I came to a crossroad, and had to choose whether to go right or left, something was pulling me to go the wrong way. From now on, moving forward, I'm going to be paying very close attention to this, and not allow these forces to affect my decisions. Has anyone else had similar experiences?
 
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itswhatits

itswhatits

it won't give up, it wants me dead
Sep 12, 2024
25
For me, it's fear. I try to fight back against it, but for some reason, it seems that every choice I make was dictated by fear and desperation.
 
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