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Tiburcio

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Hi.

Sorry this uninteresting thread, I just want to express my thoughts.

Time ago I was refused by everyone I had at my side. It feels bad, betrayal is something no one should experience.

But the point is: this happened a lot years ago but even today I feel refused. Like nobody wants me. Like if I wouldn't get rid of society and tried to be into it, they would left me. Everybody looks better without me. I never could be with those who really I would love. People eventually gets tired of you and you lost all the people you had.

Sometimes I suddenly feel this feeling of being hated by everyone. Even if I didn't nothing wrong or nothing happened I have a strong feeling of being refused. It's irrational but that moment when everybody lefts you changes your mind forever.

It's not my fault... I think. But I can't avoid it. That feeling of meaningless... If society wasn't a bunch of assholes I probably would feel very bad with myself.
 
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WakingUpFrightened

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Jun 24, 2018
13
I often feel unwanted, but most of that comes from being a loner for almost all of my life. It's a common feeling among people like us really, I think it's bound to happen once you have no one that can prove to you that you're not hated, like a friend or a significant other.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
I feel uncared for and unloved, but not hated.
 
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skyofAuroras

skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
I personally don't feel hated by anyone, but I do fear that the people around me think I'm annoying. If not annoying then at least they think I'm a handful. I try not to share any of my problems because of this. If I complain I'm afraid I'll come off as just the depressed annoying friend.
 
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DF90

DF90

Experienced
Mar 18, 2018
275
To put it simply, yes. I feel hated by almost everyone around me.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Yeah, I'm hated. I deserve a lot of it for things I've done. Actually, I think for most people I've known I'm just forgotten.

But I see the way people look at me. It's hard not to see that disgust and contempt.
 
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becca

becca

Student
Jun 27, 2018
149
i feel like everybody in school hates me,every single day they bully me
 
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ghoulish.fool

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Apr 16, 2018
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I often feel unwanted, but most of that comes from being a loner for almost all of my life. It's a common feeling among people like us really, I think it's bound to happen once you have no one that can prove to you that you're not hated, like a friend or a significant other.
Fuck, I wish someone would prove me wrong. I wish someone would prove any of us wrong.
 
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Deleted member 847

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I don't really feel hated because I know the assholes don't really care, they just walk all over me to get something that benefits them (Isn't it fun to mock and physically abuse a skinny kid after a boring class of math?) but I do feel rejected and deprived.
 
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CatLover

CatLover

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Jun 3, 2018
73
I feel mainly the same way as millefeui. I am chronically ill so I feel like a 'burden' on the taxpayer and social security. I can't work any more but I'm still a long way off the official retirement age where the government will accept that and leave me alone. For many years I was a career woman and work and success was how I defined my self-worth. I have never been very good at relationships, I feel as if when people really get to know me they find me unlovable - something I'm sure goes back to my first serious bf, who I lived with and who cheated on me and then left me for this woman. I've never wanted children (and feel like this world is so awful I can't justify bringing people into it, I'd be more open to adopt but people don't seem to want that, they want bio kids or bust) so people have left me in more recent years for that. So I put everything into my career.
Now I can't work and I find it really hard to accept. I had to stop being friends with people because I am so jealous to hear about how their careers are progressing/new projects that I know I would have got instead if I had been still working.
The media especially has helped this hatred of sick and disabled people and others who are on 'benefitssss' I think and so I also hate myself. Even if I volunteer I risk losing my money because they will say 'oh, so you CAN work then' when it's really not the same thing, when you're not getting paid for something they have to just accept that you will turn up as and when you can and not pressure you/expect you to do anything. Try doing that when you're being paid a wage. I don't think so. It was a way I could 'give something back' on my own terms but now I am afraid to continue to do it as I risk losing my disability payments.
So I suppose maybe I DO feel hated, certainly contempt from people because I can't work. Not from people I know or my friends but from society generally. I really feel like I am useless and a drain and it would be better if I ctb.
 
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Tiburcio

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I really feel like I am useless and a drain and it would be better if I ctb.
Society is always demanding us more and when we can not fulfill their expectations they make us feel useless. But this is not your fault. And if ever someone has to feel bad because of them, fuck them.
 
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Fylobatica

Fylobatica

Inactive
Apr 1, 2018
365
IRL I feel more ignored than hated, that's because I've learned to shut up to avoid unnecessary debate. There's more dignity in silence.

Online it's a bit different, because when you voice an unpopular opinion, you get an incredible amount of backlash and hate -- but then again, it's from the very same people that wouldn't shut up IRL, so I guess that the root problem can be easily identified.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
IRL I feel more ignored than hated, that's because I've learned to shut up to avoid unnecessary debate. There's more dignity in silence.

Online it's a bit different, because when you voice an unpopular opinion, you get an incredible amount of backlash and hate -- but then again, it's from the very same people that wouldn't shut up IRL, so I guess that the root problem can be easily identified.
Same. Even when a friend asks me why I don't like something, I prefer to shut up instead of debating. I just don't have the energy. Whether it is online or offline.
 
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Karlala

Member
Jun 27, 2018
74
I feel hated by the one I love the most she took my daughter and left me for dead. How do you get over something that unbearable. You dont plus cancer and now I'm alone with no family support I hate my life and wish god would come take me away
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
You know.. as much as I say I feel hated.. I think in a general way I'm impotent. I'm just inconsequential. And for me, that's worse.
 
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typx

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May 4, 2018
381
I feel hated by the one I love the most she took my daughter and left me for dead. How do you get over something that unbearable. You dont plus cancer and now I'm alone with no family support I hate my life and wish god would come take me away

I'm sorry man. Loneliness, loss of support system.. it's brutal.
 
Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I feel like I'm hated because everywhere I go I'm constantly being berated.
 
Nauseated

Nauseated

Insomnio
Jun 26, 2018
224
I don't really feel hated because I know the assholes don't really care, they just walk all over me to get something that benefits them (Isn't it fun to mock and physically abuse a skinny kid after a boring class of math?) but I do feel rejected and deprived.
Start lifting weights and kick their ass, worked for me.
 
Aaron

Aaron

Member
Jul 2, 2018
63
Remember individualism is on the rise
 
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