Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Each time I read someone has been able to get N I feel so much envy and I have never been one to experience that much before now. I am afraid of going to prison.
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Nope. They took a risk and it paid off. I applaud them.
 
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Disco Biscuit

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Mar 1, 2020
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I was surprised at how easy it is to purchase. I had a look on the dark web and there's a trusted seller who supplies it from China. Realistically, there's a very low risk of being caught and prosecuted. Even in a country like Australia with very strict border control, there are only a couple of cases where people have been arrested for importing it and even then they were let off with a fine. So the only real obstacle is the cost - it's not cheap at $750. And what if you mix the powder with water and then you find you can't drink it when push comes to shove?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
what if you mix the powder with water
I thought N was liquid? And came from Mexico. Australia sounds very lax about actual punishment unlke the U.S.
 
MaisieWilliamsLover

MaisieWilliamsLover

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Jun 27, 2020
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I am happy that people are obtaining N for theirselves. They get the peaceful choice that I seek.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I feel stupid I didn't just go to the trusted sources in the first place. I do things the hard way that are easier for me and it's cost me £1000
 
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Emily123

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May 28, 2019
460
yes i do . if there was even one person who received N successfully in Australia ,i would have tried it. Unfortunately our government has nothing to do except spying on people
 
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FreddieQuell

FreddieQuell

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Apr 14, 2020
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Not really, don't see why the big fuss around N - even if I could get it, would still prefer the exit bag.
 
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RRH

Student
Jan 5, 2019
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yes i do . if there was even one person who received N successfully in Australia ,i would have tried it. Unfortunately our government has nothing to do except spying on people

I received my N, but I know of other Aussies who have had theirs confiscated. Ordering is a bit of a gamble it seems.
 
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favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
I'm jealous of people able to get N or a gun. I can get just SN and mayhe helium. Second-rate things even in death gang, lol.
 
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rhiino

rhiino

Arcanist
May 13, 2020
462
And what if you mix the powder with water and then you find you can't drink it when push comes to shove?
That is the big problem with N. Whith cheap stuff like SN you can just throw it away if you don't want to drink it anymore. With N, you would loose much money.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
I received my N, but I know of other Aussies who have had theirs confiscated. Ordering is a bit of a gamble it seems.

We know how strict the Australian customs and post are I watched the documentaries and TV programs on them mind you it was always entertaining watching the Chinese tourists bringing in suitcases of dead creatures and dangerous plants, lol and the post/mail service would always pay more attention from items from Thailand, Vietnam and Africa and South America so a few from Mexico might slip the net but wow, that is a gamble. I just hope the new Dolethal is actually drinkable as it's more powerful than the previous N, I remember one user posting they couldn't drink it but to be honest it's a few seconds of pain for a peaceful journey.

Cheers

Geo
 
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Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,538
Wouldn't it be awful if once you reconstituted your "N", took it, then found out it was something else? Then you're out all of that money AND alive ugh

I hope, at some point, everyone is able to purchase N or their drug of choice. They can purchase it the same way you can pick up any cold and flu medication.
 
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RRH

Student
Jan 5, 2019
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We know how strict the Australian customs and post are I watched the documentaries and TV programs on them mind you it was always entertaining watching the Chinese tourists bringing in suitcases of dead creatures and dangerous plants, lol and the post/mail service would always pay more attention from items from Thailand, Vietnam and Africa and South America so a few from Mexico might slip the net but wow, that is a gamble. I just hope the new Dolethal is actually drinkable as it's more powerful than the previous N, I remember one user posting they couldn't drink it but to be honest it's a few seconds of pain for a peaceful journey.

Cheers

Geo

Yes, we have some of the strictest customs in the world. I must have just been lucky.

I sometimes watch those TV shows. They are entertaining lol.

The previous N was absolutely awful to drink because of its bitterness. I did a sleep test with mine. I can't imagine Dolethal will be much worse.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Wouldn't it be awful if once you reconstituted your "N", took it, then found out it was something else? Then your out all of that money AND alive ugh

I hope, at some point, everyone is able to purchase N or their drug of choice. They can purchase it same way you can pick up any cold and flu medication.

I think in the future when the World is so overpopulated and resources are scarce, they may allow suicide and create machines like the Sarco.

https://www.exitinternational.net/sarco/



Cheers

Geo
 
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Saed

Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
I hope, at some point, everyone is able to purchase N or their drug of choice. They can purchase it the same way you can pick up any cold and flu medication.

Murderers would mess things up for everyone,those selfish bu994rs. :smiling:
 
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rhiino

rhiino

Arcanist
May 13, 2020
462
How would you murder somebody with N? Far to disgusting taste to not notice it.
 
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Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
How would you murder somebody with N? Far to disgusting taste to not notice it.
Have bolded the key part if the sentence.
"everyone is able to purchase N or their drug of choice"
I'm sure it's possible for an inventive murderer to find a workaround for N,too. I can think of a few...
 
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Isadeth

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Jun 12, 2020
2,538
Murderers would mess things up for everyone,those selfish bu994rs. :smiling:
They ruin everything

If medicine could contain cocaine and the company Bayer could produce heroin and sell it on the shelves, why not now? Damn lobbyists and DEA/FDA.

Ah to go back to the good 'ole days.
 
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Ndaneta

Ndaneta

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Jun 24, 2020
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I'm also envious of those who can easily get SN whilst I can't get it in my country. When I go to Lab Chemical Suppliers they say I should have a license that shows I'm buying it for a school laboratory or a registered business. I once talked to a guy who works for a company that sells chemicals. He said he might be able to sell me 200 grams for US$500. He said there were no smaller quantities. I thought US$500 was too much just for SN. I haven't found an online seller that ships to my country. I don't think I will ever find one
 
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favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
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I'm also envious of those who can easily get SN whilst I can't get it in my country. When I go to Lab Chemical Suppliers they say I should have a license that shows I'm buying it for a school laboratory or a registered business. I once talked to a guy who works for a company that sells chemicals. He said he might be able to sell me 200 grams for US$500. He said there were no smaller quantities. I thought US$500 was too much just for SN. I haven't found an online seller that ships to my country. I don't think I will ever find one

500$ for 200g? jesus christ. In my country you can get 250g for the equivalent of 5$ including shipping...
Do you have an easier access to other methods at least?
 
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Ndaneta

Ndaneta

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Jun 24, 2020
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500$ for 200g? jesus christ. In my country you can get 250g for the equivalent of 5$ including shipping...
Do you have an easier access to other methods at least?
The only method I currently have easy access to is hanging or pesticides. I think they charge a lot of money for SN here because they import it. It's tough here. Most things are imported in my country
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
The only method I currently have easy access to is hanging or pesticides. I think they charge a lot of money for SN here because they import it. It's tough here. Most things are imported in my country

If they were charging $500 for SN I would just take the risk and go for N, powder or liquid form, forget pesticides it's one of the most painful methods I've read about the Nigerians use sniper and it burns through there insides but it's freely available in all market places.

Cheers

Geo
 
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Angina

Angina

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Jun 27, 2020
81
Not feeling bad at all, also not feeling jealous. SN is poorman's N and it will do just fine for me.
 
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Feb 15, 2019
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The only method I currently have easy access to is hanging or pesticides. I think they charge a lot of money for SN here because they import it. It's tough here. Most things are imported in my country

I'm so sorry. Everyone willing to go should at least have a proper choice of methods.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
In US as far as I know you are facing ten years in prison at least and they don't just confiscate it or maybe I'm wrong but we have the most people locked up of any country in the world. Locking up people is the one thing we're good at.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,715
Not really, since I have my own method of choice to CTB (the firearm). While I do wish that N is legalized and able to obtain it to get a peaceful, dignified death, anything that is reliable and painless would suffice for me.
 
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Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
As far as I know, nobody has ever gone to prison for possessing or receiving a single deathly dose of N. You can get a fine but I've never really heard from anybody who's had one either. It just gets confiscated.

The customs/police know for what it's used so some people with mental health problems (and a history of ctb attempts) have been admitted to psych wards for a week or so (bad enough) but that's it.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
I received my N, but I know of other Aussies who have had theirs confiscated. Ordering is a bit of a gamble it seems.

That's such an interesting statement! You personally know multiple people who have not only ordered N but had it confiscated?

Forgive me, I'm having a difficult time fathoming that one would personally know more than one person, if even one, who also sought suicide and specifically pursued N. My imagination fills in the blanks, seeing you in a group of like-minded folks. People in a retirement community, the PPH is on the library bookshelf. A ring of sellers/potential scammers. A cult. An N fetish subculture. Ah, but you said you know of other Aussies, not that you actually know them. Perhaps you're a member of the EI forum and have read posts just as one would here. Perhaps published news stories, in which links would be beneficial for all if you shared. Perhaps a friend of a friend, and another friend of a different friend, and another friend of yet another friend -- interesting friends. Perhaps you visit an elderly person in a retirement home and over card games he and his buddies share stories of the N that got away.

I noticed from your posts you've successfully ordered from A twice. Not unheard of, but in this context, and in light of your comment... intriguing.

No need to respond, of course, unless you want to. My imagination is having plenty of fun, and you owe no defense. I'm going to chuckle over the N that got away for while, thanks for the unintended creative inspiration.
 
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