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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
it's not all depression and mental illness that makes us consider suicide. I just genuinely don't want to live in a world full of religious people, authority, family and possessive societies. There is no freedom other than suicide. This world can be endlessly controlling. To all humankind, you don't own me. My life is mine to take. You have selfishly forced civilization on every inch of the planet. Your laws, love, learning, faith, and cultures destroy everything you don't understand. Even the very languages you force upon your children hold their minds captive to the concepts that are allowed in your cultures.

This is a cruel world we live in. It's truly Babylon aka the Matrix everything is a lie and it only serves those who manipulate and deceive others. I hate I feel this way but I see the ugliness and i am tired. I don't ever want to experience being human again not in this realm. I hope the universe sees fit that I can graduate from this hell on earth.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Everyday
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Always. I don't think there's been a time where I did want to live on this planet
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
It's all very fake
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,704
I'd never want to exist under any circumstances. Only death can bring me peace from the abomination that is existence.
 
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alanwatt4444

New Member
Dec 28, 2023
4
mostly everyday. its the world that makes me don't wanna live. if you see the ugliness in humans then u will realize that there is no such thing as hope in this world. the only choice you will ever have is to be like others or be the only one.
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
195
every second of my day
 
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