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whybother2002

you with the sad eyes
Oct 14, 2025
169
I try not to engane in daydreams and fantasies because I often find them too cruel. At the same time I feel like they're everything I have...Anyone else relate? Do you daydream?
 
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deeprootdisease

deeprootdisease

( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒) they/them
Nov 15, 2025
80
i try not daydreaming about my own life and what it could've been or a perfect future, it hurts too much. i just think about my favorite characters that's all
 
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mjolnir

mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
201
Sometimes I think I could have made different decisions in the past, and that those decisions could have put me in a better situation, but who knows...
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
171
can't help but daydream about my life before everything went to shit sometimes; mostly when listening to emotional music. it just makes me sad and upset that this society is so fucked and failed me to the point ctb is the only path to go down. but well, i guess that's just how it is.
 
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Kurwa-_-jeden

Kurwa-_-jeden

R.I.P wifiskeleton
Aug 27, 2025
22
there's so much shit ive done that I regret. i just wish i could take it all back.
I miss my ex. I miss my friends. I miss when everything seemed okay.
 
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Nrocoop

Member
May 8, 2024
31
Yes. I'm old and my early life didn't have the complications and insurmountable problems that I have now. Every day is groundhog day and it's exhausting
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
Oh yeah I daydream constantly. Always have ever since I was little. Yes, I have very severe AuDHD, lol. Having a fantasy world to contrast with the misery that is my actual "life" is unironically the main reason Im still here. Funnily enough my most passionate period of suicidality coincided with when I first got medicated for ADHD during the beginning of October, which completely snapped me out of my daydreaming and made me have to confront the sanity-shredding suffering that is my actual, material life. Which doesn't exactly make one very happy.
 
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