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nowayout123

Member
Feb 11, 2022
14
Nope. 100% deserve the end.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,148
Not anymore! I don't even consider myself a person now. Time and unwanted life extension have their own gift that keeps on giving.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
Yes, I'm good. I have a shadow like anyone else but the general pattern of my personality is good.
 
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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
Yes in some ways, No in others

Hitler was a vegetarian and apparently cared deeply for animals...
Hitler_animal.jpg
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,397
I legit scrolled down fast and just saw the top of the man and then the deer and didn't see the middle. Nicely done.
 
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Buttercup

Member
Feb 20, 2022
33
I consider myself a good person I've always been nice to other people, I've never hurt animals and I've always respected nature. Yet I've always been bullied or taken for granted fortunately I can stand up for myself but what pains me about the world is seeing good people being taken advantage of makes me cry
 
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samishii

samishii

What's the point?
Dec 24, 2021
103
No. I know that I have done really bad stuff in the past. Although I try to be a better person, my actions always turn out to be taxing on others.
 
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inanimate

Member
Feb 9, 2022
56
are you still a good person if you did a lot of fucked up things but you know it and hate it /yourself the most. ihave no idea
 
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joshua123

Member
Feb 15, 2022
11
No, because I always let the people down.. whom I love the most.
 
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justtiredofit

Member
Feb 14, 2022
77
A part of me says I am, but a part of me says no too.
 
Ada

Ada

Inecapably Human
Jan 14, 2022
61
I try to be a good person, but when I think back on my life, I realize how selfish I am.
 
Un-

Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
No. I think of myself similar to Ted Bundy and how he worked at a suicide hotline. I'm capable of doing good. And I have done good - from charities and donations, to supporting the people that rely on me - and I do want to donate every possession I have to the needy once I die.

But I'm not a good person.

I constantly think about murder, and ruthlessly killing people, and animals. I think about ruining people's lives, and driving them to suicide. I wish the worst disorders and the worst abuses upon myself all the time. I think, condescending, about traumatising people. I don't have empathy for anyone or anything, and I find a bit of joy in that.

It begs the question about what morality is - whether it's about your actions and character, or your soul. Anyone can feign the former, because it's the only thing people are able to perceive about you.
 
FrostedHoax

FrostedHoax

Student
Dec 1, 2022
111
I don't even know anymore at this point. I would like to think that I'm a good person at my core who wishes nothing but the best for others but there are times when I start to feel like I'm burdening my parents from my lack of motivation and laziness which makes me think otherwise. I've also done a couple of things that hurt others as well as things that although didn't severely harm anyone, still caused someone else trouble. I loathe myself so much.
 
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
588
No i couldnt care less about the effects my actions have on others and i will never care.
No i couldnt care less about the effects my actions have on others and i will never care.
No i couldnt care less about the effects my actions have on others and i will never care.
No i couldnt care less about the effects my actions have on others and i will never care.
No i couldnt care less about the effects my actions have on others and i will never care.
 
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BlockHammer

BlockHammer

Confused loser
Oct 25, 2023
232
Me personally, i'm just view myself as a person who live, eat, breath and die one day. I didn't considered myself as a rightgeous person nor an evil asshole. Now this sound like me being an asshole but in my eye, if the person like my friend or parents have a hard time, im gonna be sad with them and/or try to help them if i can, but if it was stranger (even if the stranger were a war victim etc) i just cant bring myself to care about them, probably because they have nothing to do with me or else

So sorry if i sounds like a douchbag but this's the truth

Correction: if that person is a stranger but we have something alike like me having a suicidal thought like everyone else in this forum, then yea, i can felt sympathy with these type of stranger
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,899
I consider myself being a good person! I don't understand why destiny fucks me this hard! Since years! No success anymore for so many years, forcing me into a life in poverty I never worked for and I never wanted to have.

I was on a very good path to have the big goals in life finally achieved but destiny interfered and made everything fail which lead to the fact that CTB is the only option sooner or later.

I'm a good person and I don't deserve all that punishment.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,630
I do consider my self to be a good person. But for the amount of love and support I have received from birth till now and for the way almost everyone around me hating me and wishing bad on me, I am being forced to reconsider my opinion about my self. After all terrible people don't really consider them selves evil and bad. Maybe am not a good person after all, maybe I am the problem.
 
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newintown

Burn the earth, leave it behind
Oct 7, 2023
9
No, I don't.

Maybe I was one when I was still a very young child, but I believe that I started the first of a long series of horrible choices that still affect me today when I was an elementary student. I believe that all of the constant pain and dread I'm in now is a punishment for all of my mistakes, and that the only real way to pay for all that I've done would be dying.

I seriously wish I could do my life all over again to fix it.
 
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judestfrancis

judestfrancis

Life rearranges itself to compensate for your loss
Dec 21, 2023
9
no. i have never been a good person. my parents knew it and that's why they treated me the way they did, and i grew up knowing exactly what my worth is. it's why i push people away, because if they knew the things i've done and the person that others have seen, they would hate me just as much as everyone else does.
i've tried to be a good person. god, i've fucking tried. but it doesn't make a difference when you know the things you've done before. my body, my mind, my everything is disgusting and vile and if anyone were to ever know me that closely, then they would know they want nothing to do with me.
 
leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
I don't know. What is a good person?
I try not cause harm, I gave some money to couple people in need and I helped initiative that wanted to stop fur farms. I tried going vegan couple years ago but I couldn't stick to it. It felt too unnatural.
On the other hand I caused some suffering indirectly with my impulsive decisions. And I tend to give up too easily.
 
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Manfrotto99

Specialist
Oct 10, 2023
303
Society has shown me over the years that I dont deserve the walk the ground or breathe the same air as them. I guess that makes me a bad person.
I wouldn't believe what society shows me !
 
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