No. I think of myself similar to Ted Bundy and how he worked at a suicide hotline. I'm capable of doing good. And I have done good - from charities and donations, to supporting the people that rely on me - and I do want to donate every possession I have to the needy once I die.
But I'm not a good person.
I constantly think about murder, and ruthlessly killing people, and animals. I think about ruining people's lives, and driving them to suicide. I wish the worst disorders and the worst abuses upon myself all the time. I think, condescending, about traumatising people. I don't have empathy for anyone or anything, and I find a bit of joy in that.
It begs the question about what morality is - whether it's about your actions and character, or your soul. Anyone can feign the former, because it's the only thing people are able to perceive about you.