
nihilism44
trying my best
- May 2, 2021
- 79
I'm not an atheist, but I'm not religious. I think I would call myself spiritual because I do feel like there will be some sort of life after death. I like reading up on different theories about the afterlife. I absolutely hate the idea of reincarnation. I hope I am not reincarnated back on this planet.. that idea terrifies me. I just want to move on to a higher plane of existence. I enjoy the idea that our higher selves chose to be born here in order for our souls to learn lessons and grow and then return "home" after death. But I do not understand why I would ever choose to be here.. idk I guess the idea just sounds pretty. If that's the case I can't wait to go back home. I'm done here. I think it's a cruel joke that we are intelligent enough to understand our own mortality but we have no clue what's going to happen after we go. It drives me crazy.