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noxin

noxin

Member
Jun 26, 2021
42
how exactly would you do it?
There are quite a few remote beaches I can reach with no people around. I'd take some SN, lie down on my beach towel and wait for it to take effect. Beaches have always made me happy.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
. The problem is, I don't want any of my family to find my dead body. I feel like I would traumatize them forever. I specifically want a stranger to find my body. I know it's selfish, they'll be traumatized, but I don't know them anyways lol
Fuck 'em,LOL!
 
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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
350
Theres lots of places I'd like to CTB, but I'll probably just end up doing it unceremoniously in my room, or in the streets should I end up homeless.

By a quiet pond is one of my preferred locations, but I'd also love to go out into the woods surrounded by lanterns and fireflies and hang myself.

A shotgun to the head is my preferred method, but I don't know the best place for that.


 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Do you have any ideas how to do it away from the beach and at the same time make sure no one is nearby?
I wonder if doing it right after a long run would help with hyperventilation.
There are plenty of remote little islands in my part of the world. No need for a long run, swimming fast is enough to get the hyperventilation going
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Mage
Jun 13, 2021
505
A day use hotel.
 
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grail

grail

Member
Jun 25, 2021
55
somewhere on this comfy trail along a creek that I walk through sometimes. either at the area that goes under a highway at the end, or the forest next to it. I've seen people on the trail itself before, but not near the area under the highway. it's the most secluded place I know.
 
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xkonstantinexx

xkonstantinexx

Member
Jun 11, 2021
78
If I were to CTB, I'd choose forest as well where no one will call 911 or interrupt my attempt. I will print out the coordinates (longitude and latitude) and place it somewhere. Hopefully they're too late to "save" or "rescue" me by that time.
I am considering this option too. There's a lot of forests in my part of the world.
 
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Motoko

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Feb 27, 2020
94
I am considering this option too. There's a lot of forests in my part of the world.
I know I am probably overthinking this, would you take some extra care to avoid forest ranger or anyone else like people who go there on their bikes etc? Forest sounds good to me, but I would have to go there on day, find perfect tree, then hang around it until it's dark. I'm afraid that sooner or later someone would pass by.
 
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xkonstantinexx

xkonstantinexx

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Jun 11, 2021
78
I know I am probably overthinking this, would you take some extra care to avoid forest ranger or anyone else like people who go there on their bikes etc? Forest sounds good to me, but I would have to go there on day, find perfect tree, then hang around it until it's dark. I'm afraid that sooner or later someone would pass by.
Thanks to the lockdown that we're currently in, the forest rangers are working from home :pfff: these forests do not have any pathways or walkways. So they should be a viable option for now. Haven't managed to scout the place though.
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
Decided on a beach side location. Will book a hotel room for 3 nights. Ctb with sn on the second night.
May make it 5 nights if I have the money at that time. Enjoy for a couple of extra days.
 
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western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
Most likely, the hotel nearest to where I live. There is one within walking distance and more within biking distance.

I could also do it in a wooded area at night, there are a few secluded areas off the trail within walking/biking distance. But I am unlikely to do this in the winter.

I can visualize myself CTB in my own bed but I don't want to put my family through that.
 
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Rae82

Student
Jun 4, 2021
119
I don't want to put my partner and daughter through me ctb at home but I think it's going to be my only option. Hopefully I can warn them with a note downstairs and a scheduled email to my partner. I don't know.
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
My place of choice is a peaceful spot next to a lake in a forest. I did meet a few people around there when exploring the place for the first time, but I hope that there won't be anyone there when it gets dark.

Atm, due to increased anxiety, I'd like to do it in a hotel, but I don't want to put the staff through that.
 
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Lostblackchild

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Oct 15, 2019
20
Taft Bridge in Washington DC
 
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Motoko

Member
Feb 27, 2020
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Most likely, the hotel nearest to where I live. There is one within walking distance and more within biking distance.

I could also do it in a wooded area at night, there are a few secluded areas off the trail within walking/biking distance. But I am unlikely to do this in the winter.

I can visualize myself CTB in my own bed but I don't want to put my family through that.
what method?
My place of choice is a peaceful spot next to a lake in a forest. I did meet a few people around there when exploring the place for the first time, but I hope that there won't be anyone there when it gets dark.

Atm, due to increased anxiety, I'd like to do it in a hotel, but I don't want to put the staff through that.
what method?
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
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western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
Can you tell what drug?
I don't have a current drug for CTB but I used to have a fentanyl analogue. I kept it for a few years but got rid of it when my housing situation changed. now I don't think it's possible to source easily.

Today, it would probably be a cocktail of an opioid and other downers. It'd have to be something strong enough to CTB without IV, which is why the fentalogue was attractive–snorting it should have been sufficient.

EDIT: I don't drink alcohol, if I did it would be easier to figure out a combo.
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
I'd love to be able to do it somewhere in a nice forest or by the ocean, but I'm barely mobile anymore so it will most likely just be at home, which I'm okay with as well. Even before I got as physically ill as I am now, I was always a homebody.

Plus, I'll most likely be going the nitrogen route, so it would obviously be the most practical to do it at home. Even if I were able-bodied, it would just be a pain in the ass to lug around a tank of nitrogen until I find a decent spot, lol.
 
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Bitterman1996

Bitterman1996

Student
May 20, 2020
169
I'm gonna get SN soon, walk to the local forest (25km away) and take it there while just walking around it. Do you guys have a specific location where you want to CTB?
probably a forest, far away. I'll probably took a train there.
i don't wanna do it in my parent's house, as it might bring harm \ bad news \ lower the property's value (lol). it depends when i do do it though, or if i ever go through with it.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
The one true love in my life which has never betrayed me. The ocean.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Oh okay I see, thank you, it seems peaceful actually but I don't know if I can hold my breath for that long
You alternate between hyperventilating & holding your breath. You don't pass out immediately. You can speed up the process by having an energy drink & swimming as fast as you can
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
796
not risking getting saved again. locked indoors,in bed
 
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WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
In my bed, using Night Night
 
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