Help Do u dream about ctb ?

[lifeeternal]

i've been having a lot of dreams recently, either about ctb or someone else ending my life for me.

 

[sleepingintherain]

Idk if thats the good place to ask that but i dream about killing myself really often (multiple times a week) and i wanted to know if it also happens to other people here.

most of my dreams are about being normal and having a boyfriend, or even just having friends sometimes, but i spend most of my time awake fantasizing about dying

 

[Forever Sleep]

Now and again, yes. I sometimes dream of being murdered too. Nothing grizzly thankfully. Most of the times, I've been shot and it's weird because- although I'm scared, I also remind myself that this is what I want.