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Let me go...please
Jul 27, 2021
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I searched for good bye threads and came across this one very particular thread. The poster mentioned they followed the entire regimen and just woke up the next morning. WITHOUT EVEN THROWING UP!!! is that even possible when you ingest 20 grams of SN? I'm pretty sure they're manipulating the minds of peope who are seeking a ticket out of here. I need your opinion on this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,276
I do not know much about SN personally, but you cannot always trust what you read on the internet. There is no way of really knowing if someones failed attempt experience is genuine or not. But of course SN works as many people have died from it.
 
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Alex6216

Mage
Apr 19, 2022
539
I don't think so. Some people are just unlucky and either drank spoiled SN which isn't deadly or they were scammed
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
So be it. SN major issue is its purity. The best SN u can trust comes from poland which many have atttempted and ukarine ,im not 100 % sure . This two has v pure SN.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
If their failed attempt story is true, then they likely did not have real SN. Even a small amount of SN will kill you. The regimen prescribes more than 10x the legal dose.

It's possible it could be a misleading post from a pro-lifer. They do post on here, but I'm not familiar with them using that particular tactic. Others may have more experience with that, though. I think it's more common for them to post contrasting opinions, incendiary comments, or post threads asking questions in an effort to get people to post things that could be construed as "encouragement." This helps them make their sordid case to the public.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Anything is possible. Take everything with a grain of salt as the saying goes.

Make the best possible choice for yourself after carefully considering all options.

Many people hate this site and consider it illegal and unethical.

And I can't really argue with them. If you aren't suicidal or have never been, this site can feel like a devil's place to you.
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
I talked to that particular OP just a little and I have reason to lean towards thinking that was a legit post. Think how horrible it would be to get the wrong product (it honestly sounded like epsom salts), talk about it here, and have people announcing that you're lying and manipulating. One thing that thread includes is photos, both of what OP says they got and what it should have looked like, which will make it easy for anyone else with sn from ic to tell if what they have looks good or not. You asked for opinions and my opinion is that you should hold off on making assumptions and judgements that could result in hurting another member.
 
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Viafactorum

Viafactorum

Tedious
Jun 9, 2022
80
Well there would have been signs and very clear signs at that. Even if there was no vomiting there would have been shar abdominal pain and skin would have been bluish from cyanosis.
 
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Cali101

Member
May 23, 2022
61
I dont want to bash someone in a bad spot from failing, but… the person that made that post tried the same batch a second time without bothering to test (I believe that is correct). It seems pretty suspect that a person would try that batch a second time without testing especially with how easy the blood test is. I wouldnt even try a first time without checking with the blood test.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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If their failed attempt story is true, then they likely did not have real SN. Even a small amount of SN will kill you. The regimen prescribes more than 10x the legal dose.
Correction: I meant "lethal dose," not "legal."
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Yes fuck those rumours spreading.
 
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Mr. Incapable

Mr. Incapable

Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
Jun 21, 2022
175
I think everything on the internet needs to be taken with a pinch of salt. I do believe, even if few, there are or have been people who publish false experiences of failing a method in order to prevent or scare people from attempting to end their lives. Alternatively, even if not entirely false, I think some people may intentionally or unintentionally exaggerate their experience with ctb.. I think it's easier to trust information when it comes from a reliable source like an academic research paper or the office of national statistics etc.
 
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blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
I agree completely. I think some threads by users surviving suicide attempts, are hijacked by LE and police as a way of getting into the SS community to get intelligence.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
I think everything on the internet needs to be taken with a pinch of salt. I do believe, even if few, there are or have been people who publish false experiences of failing a method in order to prevent or scare people from attempting to end their lives. Alternatively, even if not entirely false, I think some people may intentionally or unintentionally exaggerate their experience with ctb.. I think it's easier to trust information when it comes from a reliable source like an academic research paper or the office of national statistics etc.
Unfortunately academics journals are often not accesible and hard to understand for public because they're using scientific terms established by years of focus learning.
I guess no easy way, society makes euthanasia so hard for us, but we will be there anyway, right
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I agree completely. I think some threads by users surviving suicide attempts, are hijacked by LE and police as a way of getting into the SS community to get intelligence.
I didn't think this far into it but this is a high possibility.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I have rejected and banned plenty of researchers trying to access this site to study us for their research papers. Getting tired of them trying to use our stories as research subjects for their thesis so they can become shitty shopping mall therapists. We also keep a keen eye on LE as well and have measures in place to deter them.
 
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Mr. Incapable

Mr. Incapable

Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
Jun 21, 2022
175
gottablast888

gottablast888

Student
Apr 15, 2022
171
there are lies about ctb all over the internet. i dont believe that girl that hung herself in the hospital while unsupervised for "5 mins" died like that, i think she was unsupervised for up to 30 mins
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,332
I have rejected and banned plenty of researchers trying to access this site to study us for their research papers. Getting tired of them trying to use our stories as research subjects for their thesis so they can become shitty shopping mall therapists. We also keep a keen eye on LE as well and have measures in place to deter them.
Wld imgne sasu wld attrct lts of studnts & rsearchrs
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Food for thought.
I've suspected investigators and LE were on here but not doing that.. it would make sense for them to make post like that to gain as much information on sources and information in the process as possible.
 
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TheLastFemaphrodyke

Student
May 25, 2022
130
I searched for good bye threads and came across this one very particular thread. The poster mentioned they followed the entire regimen and just woke up the next morning. WITHOUT EVEN THROWING UP!!! is that even possible when you ingest 20 grams of SN? I'm pretty sure they're manipulating the minds of peope who are seeking a ticket out of here. I need your opinion on this.
Honest to the best of my knowledge.........As a redhead, my OWN personal experience, (my oath, in all honesty to everyone here, and yes, I CAN prove it, but I will NOT publicly for my own protection), I awoke on the surgery table during an emergency appendectomy. Strictly because I am a natural redhead, had my hair dyed dark brown and the person who prepped me, did NOT make sure the curtains match the drapes, I sat, pulled out the tube, they helped, puked, talked to the doc, told I felt better and just wanted to go home, he told me they had to finish cleaning me out and close me up first then made me lie back down.....TRUTH.
Second TRUTH, and yes, I have the hospital records to prove this one as well, but I will not publicly for my own safety....
I crushed two large, Cosco sized, bottles of benedryl, mixed them with rootbeer and drank them down, did not puked, tripped balls, went in and out of consciousness, then, while aware of people, medics, around me, what they were doing to me, my body, without my consent, but I could not respond or even let them know I was in there, they were saying things like, no response to pain, while I am screaming on the inside the fucking needle hurt...woke the next day.

I have not attempted since that last attempt over 17 years ago because of the fact I was aware, yet unable to respond or let them even know I was in there.

So, yes, it is possible.
Each and every one of us are slightly to greatly different. My brother in law can take copious amounts of drugs and booze, still be coherent and standing, yet my sister goes to sleep, whether she wants to or not, before she finishes half her second glass of wine. They are not that much different in height and weight. Some people can smoke crack and snort cocaine for years, my exhusband did, never even came close to death no mater how much he did, yet I know of one person that died that very first time she ever snorted coke.
I searched for good bye threads and came across this one very particular thread. The poster mentioned they followed the entire regimen and just woke up the next morning. WITHOUT EVEN THROWING UP!!! is that even possible when you ingest 20 grams of SN? I'm pretty sure they're manipulating the minds of peope who are seeking a ticket out of here. I need your opinion on this.
I do however, truly believe that there ARE people on here that are cops, health officials, mental health people and general pro-lifer butinskys that are here for the sole purpose but to entrap those that place themselves at risk to help those of us that make certain choices.

I find that appalling.

I hold the opinion with this that I do with gay marriage, don't like gay marriage, don't be in one, don't like suicide, don't kill yourself.

But alas, the self proclaimed prolifers actually feel it is better to destroy lives and cause added misery to already disparate peoples, by any means they deem appropriate, simply to prevent someone they do not know, cannot help and have no intentions of actually helping, to prevent this unkown person in misery, from ending their own misery.

So yes, I do indeed believe they are amoung us. Proceed with caution.
 
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Mr. Incapable

Mr. Incapable

Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
Jun 21, 2022
175
there are lies about ctb all over the internet. i dont believe that girl that hung herself in the hospital while unsupervised for "5 mins" died like that, i think she was unsupervised for up to 30 mins
Definitely. I reckon one of the nurses in that case must've not been doing their job properly and lied to prevent themselves from getting in trouble. Another one I've seen on this forum which I don't believe is someone saying during their partial hanging attempt, even after falling unconscious & hanging, suspended from their ligature, they suddenly 'stood up' then woke up a few minutes later and that's why they failed. I just find that near impossible to believe because when you're unconscious, you're totally limp as if you're asleep, passed out or in a coma.. even though there's information that the body might shake or thrash during hanging, there's never going to be enough strength to suddenly stand up and remain standing until waking up.. I feel like it's an attempt to make people believe a method is unreliable, scarier than it is or to deter people from trying it.
 
blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
I've suspected investigators and LE were on here but not doing that.. it would make sense for them to make post like that to gain as much information on sources and information in the process as possible.
Notice the patterns of the threads in question; almost like they're written from a template, for example, lengthy descriptions of the suicide method's regime and how it resulted in a psychiatric hospital admission.

I think those sorts of threads are efforts to deter us through fear.
 
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greencondo

Member
Sep 25, 2019
87
Ha, I was actually thinking about posting a thread about the 3 times I failed (causing physical suffering, injury). I thought it would help others with a "what not to do" or add to the conversation but I see that is probably not the case.
Edit to add my failing was not related to SN, I have no experience in SN specifically.
 
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Enoughnow

Experienced
Feb 1, 2022
206
Ha, I was actually thinking about posting a thread about the times I failed (and it caused physical suffering, injury). I thought it would help others or add to the conversation but I see that is probably not the case.
Honestly hun you wl be torn apart for posting failed attempts it ain't worth it believe me I know I thought it would help other people aswell as figure out my mistakes but honestly you just get accused of being a prolifer believe me nobody wants to die more than me and if I could change the law for legal euthansia for mental health I would because I think it's fucking cruel that were just left to suffer but nobody will believe you if you failed you'll just be considered a troll hacker whatever else let them make there own mistakes and figure it out otherwise you just get more hurt and pain from the comments it ain't worth the hassle xx
 
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LivvenDe

Student
Sep 22, 2021
113
I visit this website since before it got to the big news... I have noticed a significant increase in posts of weird failure attempts and posts from people claiming they didn't receive their SN, N, that they received the false product or even that the police showed up at their house...

While some accounts may be true, it is suspicious that these incidents have noticeably increased after the news incident.
 
Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
Ha, I was actually thinking about posting a thread about the 3 times I failed (causing physical suffering, injury). I thought it would help others with a "what not to do" or add to the conversation but I see that is probably not the case.
Edit to add my failing was not related to SN, I have no experience in SN specifically.
I think your post would be very helpful. You are an established member with a history of posts. Unfortunately with the SN failure report that prompted this discussion, the member had very little history here. As far as I could tell their report was only their second post. That makes assessing the situation more complicated. But if you share, all anyone has to do is put your name in the search bar to see your history here. I don't know why anyone would attack you.
 
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