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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
565
I've told my brother that I'm making plans to get a mercy death and also that I've considered deleting myself in public with a chainsaw. He doesn't appear to take me completely seriously. Or perhaps he just doesn't care that much - which is entirely possible. You cannot assume anything about anyone nowadays even your relatives.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,244
Nope....
It's how I want it. :heart:
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

I'm scared
Oct 4, 2025
165
No, sometimes i barely hold the urge to tell them, a few minutes ago i almost went and told my mom, i'm about to chicken out, fuck
 
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Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
22
They are aware that I was previously suicidal, but they don't appear to be aware of how suicidal I currently feel. Unfortunately I've dealt with this for so long that I've gotten excellent at hiding it.
 
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akira.kewl

akira.kewl

joy is a scam made by dentists to sell more smiles
Dec 4, 2025
29
My parents definitely know I'm suicidal, but they rarely talk about it and don't seem to know how close I am to actually doing it at every waking moment. I think they're just scared of the thought and don't want to make me uncomfortable, but I wonder if they think I'm doing better just because it's not glaringly obvious anymore. Though, when I saw a psychiatrist yesterday, my mom was worried I got 5150'd when I was taking a while, so maybe they know more than I give them credit for
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
255
Yes, father doesn't care while mother kinda does and tries to distract me.
 
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NihilDoll

Member
Apr 11, 2026
81
My mom knows as i openly talk about it.
I don't think she really takes it serious, but yeah, she knows.
 
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AnonymousCat1

Student
Apr 17, 2026
100
Nope
 
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thelostautistic

Arcanist
Jul 31, 2025
439
No I don't think so. If I look fine on the outside then I am fine in their opinion. A family member recently told me that i'm doing so much better than I was a few years ago. Which is breaking news to me because I'm not doing better at all😅 I've just gone back to suffering in silence because I can't trust professionals or anybody anymore.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
402
yes,

my parents knows about it. and they can understand it. for now it just getting everything together and maybe that will give a maybe a year or 2 rest before execution
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
628
My family knows I'm suicidal, but they don't press the issue with me. I think they are to the point of thinking "If he does it, he does it."

My oldest daughter knows I will eventually do it, and she's probably the only one who realizes it. She doesn't force me to seek help, she knows I'm tired of all the pain I go through.
 
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chaotic_crow

Member
Apr 8, 2026
70
I honestly don't think they care if I live or die. Other than my brothers and my little baby cousin. Nobody else cares
 
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