SAME! I AM A LIFELESS USELESS BRAINLESS BASTARD WHO IS A JOKE TO HUMANITY AND AN ANIMAL WHO WILL NEVER BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY BY SOCIETY
just wanted to let people here know what i was even tho no one gives a shit
I understand, but none of my words can ever be the right ones or will be able to show you that I feel with you at this very moment.
just getting it out there, for the world to see, pretending anyone cares
thank you for your kindness!!!! XOXOXO
I usually care. Especially if I see that a person really "needs" me, but I never expect anyone to care. Unless they insist on saying that they care......
You care about everyone? If you saw a news story about a person who's family died in a house fire while they were at work, would that affect you?
It's not self hatred. It's the truth. I've been betrayed. And it's not just about the looks. I'm an old ugly disgusting dumb poor useless cunt.... it says it all. It's just hard to live being this way and being in unstable mental state that's personally preventing me from CTB....
I was talking about people I meet in life, online or offline. But you're right. I can get affected. But I more get upset hearing about kids with cancer and such and animals in danger.....
I'm so sorry to hear that.... not trying to encouraging anything but suicide is not an option?....
Yeah.... I know it's very juvenile to throw a tantrum like that but unfortunately mentally I wasn't able to grow up.... but yeah..... at least I let it out...... I've got no friends to talk to..... hugs back!!!
Thank you very much, dear!!!!!XOXOXO
This forum is also here for that :) and this is okay to have a tantrum ;)
My only dream now is to CTB in front of her, i want to show her my love, if i do hanging im not sure she will even know, because we are not in contact anymore
I mean people come here with much much more serious problems. I know what they must be thinking when they read stuff like mine.... I don't mean to come across as a person with the worst problems.... I know it couldn't be further from the truth....but here i feel like i belong and having no other place to go I go here.... but thank you for thinking this way)))
thanks))) no one actually convinced me.... i know what i am....only when people treat you as a toilet you can learn your actual worth))) but thank you
hmmmm. God... but maybe if you recorded a video and somehow someone close to you would send it to her.... again... not encouraging or advertising anything.... just trying to help.....
