Thinking of buying harder drugs

[ImNotReal]

I smoke a shit ton of weed but weed isn't helping anymore. I love the feeling of drugs. I love the feeling of being dead without feeling dead. If I could. I'd be in a constant state of zoned out stoned and barely alive. I want to waste my life away and eventually die to an od. I might just start experimenting with drugs to Really fuck it all up
I'm disgusting I'm sorry

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad

sending you hugs and love

 

[white_car]

I wouldn't recommend it... This is likely to increase your suffering, rather than reduce it

 

[Emerita]

that is exactly what I felt before I got addicted to meth…

Im sorry you feel this way

 

[ImNotReal]

that is exactly what I felt before I got addicted to meth…

Im sorry you feel this way

Yeah, I really shouldn't try anything I know. I'm sorry for everything you've been dealt man this shit isn't fair. I love you :(

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Drugs won't solve your problems - unfortunately that is truth.

I like being high every now and then, too.

But playing with hard drugs can make lives even worse.

 

[bankai]

I am not against ctb but I'm against drugs.

 

[foggyskies_]

I've been experiencing the same thing. I no longer care about myself so I get more and more reckless with what I put into my body. I don't have any advice but I see you, and I can understand your pain. You seem like a good person, you're not disgusting for suffering. I also saw your post about the girl you've known for a long time. Maybe letting your friendship with her continue could lessen the pain?

 

[Mary Janex]

I really wouldn't recommend it. I thought the same way and started taking a lot of hard drugs. In the end, it only made everything worse and destroyed my life even more. Take care

 

[karakoltriste]

I smoke a shit ton of weed but weed isn't helping anymore. I love the feeling of drugs. I love the feeling of being dead without feeling dead. If I could. I'd be in a constant state of zoned out stoned and barely alive. I want to waste my life away and eventually die to an od. I might just start experimenting with drugs to Really fuck it all up
I'm disgusting I'm sorry

you are not disgusting what kind of drugs are you thinking about? If you really want them check PsychonautWiki and learn about them

 

[Mooncry]

I just want a constant supply of shrooms tbh. Shrooms let me connect to my inner world and feel happy for a time.

 

[karakoltriste]

I just want a constant supply of shrooms tbh. Shrooms let me connect to my inner world and feel happy for a time.

you can grow your owns shrooms!

I am not against ctb but I'm against drugs.

why?