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T90-Alpha

T90-Alpha

Hopeless
Apr 21, 2022
139
I am going to disable my account tonight. I don't know if I will come back again.

I have finally made the realization that I am stuck here on earth to deal with my past mistakes as punishment, and I cannot escape from it. My sodium nitrite was taken away, and I already tried other options (none of them worked for me, partial, full, OD, ect…) the sodium nitrite I ordered was the only chance to finally end the suffering I face, and I missed the chance to use it.

Since there is no other option I can use to peacefully CTB, I have decided to leave this forum to work on fixing my life.

I have managed to save enough money to get my license and buy a used car (Nissan ultima with 200k miles) I am looking to find available jobs near me to work at… I have been going to the gym recently as well..

Thank you guys for helping me through my tough times I faced. You have been more helpful to me than any therapist I've been to. I might come back here if I manage to find another available option to ctb

Goodbye everyone. I hope I don't have to come here again
 
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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
Best wishes in your new circumstances!
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Good for you—best of luck out there!
 
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The Disinherited

Member
Jul 17, 2021
65
This sounds like recovery more than anything else so good luck and I hope you prosper
 
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jitendrabagaria786@

Student
May 19, 2022
161
How did you fail at full suspension can you tell me?
 
Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
You're probably gone, but in case you are not, here's wishing you all of the luck!
 
Well-Edited Chaos

Well-Edited Chaos

Member
May 8, 2022
178
Good luck! Feel free to join us in the Recovery forum if you're looking for support with your new life. 👍
 
19andOverdue

19andOverdue

Member
Jun 12, 2022
80
I am going to disable my account tonight. I don't know if I will come back again.

I have finally made the realization that I am stuck here on earth to deal with my past mistakes as punishment, and I cannot escape from it. My sodium nitrite was taken away, and I already tried other options (none of them worked for me, partial, full, OD, ect…) the sodium nitrite I ordered was the only chance to finally end the suffering I face, and I missed the chance to use it.

Since there is no other option I can use to peacefully CTB, I have decided to leave this forum to work on fixing my life.

I have managed to save enough money to get my license and buy a used car (Nissan ultima with 200k miles) I am looking to find available jobs near me to work at… I have been going to the gym recently as well..

Thank you guys for helping me through my tough times I faced. You have been more helpful to me than any therapist I've been to. I might come back here if I manage to find another available option to ctb

Goodbye everyone. I hope I don't have to come here again
Proud of you king
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I'm so proud of you and wish you all the luck in your recovery

 
Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
Sounds good! Good luck and may you find reasons to live for! :heart::heart::heart: 275125040 4735460509898475 8022600882874193295 n
 
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CursedSoul

CursedSoul

Cursed to stay, Cursed to Suffer...
Jun 4, 2022
69
take care man, if you want other methods incase, you can always SBC if your country is a bit decent, but yeah, try getting on your recovery, hope to not see you again either, not in a bad way, but in a "enjoy your life, and be happy" way :) take care

also, russian tanks gud, KV-2 caused the extinction of the dinosaurs
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,565
Farewell, I hope that you find what you are looking for.
 
DerTod

DerTod

No alarms and no surprises
Apr 17, 2022
136
Good luck! May life work out for you!
 
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