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Two weeks ago: Took 400, maybe 450mg. Physical effects, couldn't walk much, felt exhausted, couldn't concentrate. It wasn't pleasant, but it didn't feel bad enough to put me off trying again.
One week ago: Took 700mg. Couldn't get out of bed, gravity was *turnt up*, holy shit. I was shaking and spasming and every inch of my flesh was screaming to end the misery. I wasn't *actually* seeing anything, but I "felt" like something might be watching me. Sometimes I thought I saw a small flash or bit of movement in the corner of my vision.
About an hour in, it was so bad that I crawled to the bathroom. Forced myself to vomit--it was a struggle, took a while. And nothing came up but clear liquid. Too late to pussy out and get rid of the Benny in my system. I considered calling 911, but didn't. I crawled back to my room, laid in bed, and mercifully managed to pass out for several hours. I still felt like shit when I woke up, but it was manageable, not as awful as before I'd slept.
It took almost 2 days to totally come down from the worst of the effects. For several days after ingesting the Benny, I had a bit of HPPD going on, still seeing movement/flashes in my periphery. I still get it when I'm very tired.
"Miserable" is putting that second trip lightly.
I'm wondering this too. I'm thinking 5g or so with a bit of a hanging thrown in so that when I seize or pass out I hang at the same timeIs it an easy way to go? Does it take massive amounts?
To be honest I think it is a risky one, but just don't overthink go at it with minimal hesitation and as long as you're not found for a while it should work. Cause it does seem a lot of people either get scared half way through and get help before it fully hits or someone finds themThis is a method ive been considering as well. Maybe mix in some sleepers to black out quicker
I'm so sorry you went through that.DPH overdose is NOT pleasant.
High doses are used recreationally by some people. I tried once earlier this year, I took a very high dose. It was one of the most miserable experiences of my life.
Copy/paste from my Reddit post about it shortly after it happened:
Sorry to sound dumb, when you say blister do you mean the full sheet or the one pill?I took a blister of this once just to try and get some sleep. It was awful; I was hallucinating, my legs were all over the place... I can't imagine what it would be like at a higher dose. I don't think it's a very good idea.
Like an entire sheet of it. It's like 10 pills at 50mg each, although I probably didn't take the entire blister as I'd been using it for sleep on the previous nights. Trust me it's horrible, don't bother with it. See @NearlyIrrelevantCake post above.Sorry to sound dumb, when you say blister do you mean the full sheet or the one pill?
Lots of alcohol would, like with almost every other method, make this more effective, plus benzos and opiates if possibleIs it an easy way to go? Does it take massive amounts?
Why can't we just get Seconal like the old movie queens. Convicted killers have an easier death than law abiding citizens who want out.Lots of alcohol would, like with almost every other method, make this more effective, plus benzos and opiates if possible
is that basically N but really fast acting?Why can't we just get Seconal like the old movie queens. Convicted killers have an easier death than law abiding citizens who want out.
This is kinda what I'm getting at in a way. Say you're an average weight female idk 52kg your 'fatal dose' would be 2.6g so to take a does of 5g and upwards there's literally no way in hell you'd survive. Again it wouldn't be a fun death by any means with hallucinations etc. but as long as no one finds you and gets you to a hospital I'm sure within 24hrs you'd be deader than a nuns sex lifeIn a book I have a dose of 50mg Diphenhydraminchlorid per kg body weight is recommended. The good thing is, that Diphenhydraminchlorid is a over the counter drug.
This is kinda what I'm getting at in a way. Say you're an average weight female idk 52kg your 'fatal dose' would be 2.6g so to take a does of 5g and upwards there's literally no way in hell you'd survive. Again it wouldn't be a fun death by any means with hallucinations etc. but as long as no one finds you and gets you to a hospital I'm sure within 24hrs you'd be deader than a nunsIn a book I have a dose of 50mg Diphenhydraminchlorid per kg body weight is recommended. The good thing is, that Diphenhydraminchlorid is a over the counter drug.
Does it have to be "-chlorid" or can it also just be DiphenhydraminIn a book I have a dose of 50mg Diphenhydraminchlorid per kg body weight is recommended. The good thing is, that Diphenhydraminchlorid is a over the counter drug.
The ash suicide wiki says taking 300mg of diazepam then taking 6000mg of Diphenhydramine will kill you and make it less unpleasant than it normally would be