Different SN brand

[Cherrybreeze]

I know I'm being overly cautious, but this should work, right? There are two brands on this website, both are listed as 99% technically pure.

I've been doing a lot of reading here, and it's been so very helpful - I'd never heard of SN, but reading about it made me sure it's my method (I considered partial hanging but I know I wouldn't be able to go through with it...drinking something and lying down, I can do). I don't need antiemetics due to a surgery I had many years ago; I can't physically throw up. I can get nauseous and my body will try, but nothing comes up, I haven't successfully vomited in almost 20 years. My other OD attempt (with meds I know now to be insufficient, of course) I survived, but never threw up, either.

I'm planning on doing it soon. After this weekend, I officially have nothing left to lose and I'm more than ready to check out. I know my family will be hurt, but they also will not be surprised. It's been a very long time coming.

Thank you all for what you do here.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I ordered one that was supposed to be 98% pure and wasn't, so had to order another. If it's affordable, I would buy both and test each.

 

[jgm63]

I ordered one that was supposed to be 98% pure and wasn't, so had to order another. If it's affordable, I would buy both and test each.

ok, so what was the brand name of the "bad" one ? and what rough percentage did it test as ?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

ok, so what was the brand name of the "bad" one ? and what rough percentage did it test as ?

Both were

Spoiler

HiMedia

brand, different product numbers. I got an aquarium test kit that was a dud on both, so I tested with blood. The bad one, blood came out the color of coffee with a lot of cream, touched the SN to the open wound, no impacts. The good one, blood turned dark chocolate color, touched SN to the wound, started having mild SN symptoms within five minutes.

 

[Cherrybreeze]

I ordered one that was supposed to be 98% pure and wasn't, so had to order another. If it's affordable, I would buy both and test each.

Well, that's concerning. :( I don't have a lot to spend and time is running out for me here. I cannot and do not wish to wait any longer, for several reasons. Here I thought I would be good to go. Damn it.

 

[jgm63]

Well, that's concerning. :( I don't have a lot to spend and time is running out for me here. I cannot and do not wish to wait any longer, for several reasons. Here I thought I would be good to go. Damn it.

Well the one you're ordering might be okay....

Where are you based?

 

[Cherrybreeze]

Well the one you're ordering might be okay....

Where are you based ?
The "southern american river" website sells some well known brands....

I'm in the US. The big appeal here is shipping time. I should've ordered where you referenced last week, but I didn't (funds). If I wait any longer I'm only adding more problems to the ones I have that I can't bear.

 

[jgm63]

I'm in the US. The big appeal here is shipping time. I should've ordered where you referenced last week, but I didn't (funds). If I wait any longer I'm only adding more problems to the ones I have that I can't bear.

Perhaps some of the info here may help :

Spoiler: post-608764

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/advice-on-sn-please.32776/post-608764

Plus :

Spoiler: post-487971

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/purchasing-sn.26888/#post-487971

Perhaps post here with any tips once you take delivery (but perhaps be partly discreet in how you name sources)

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Well, that's concerning. :( I don't have a lot to spend and time is running out for me here. I cannot and do not wish to wait any longer, for several reasons. Here I thought I would be good to go. Damn it.

I understand the frustration. But rushing is usually a factor in failure. The SN may be good, it may not. You said in your OP you were being overly cautious, I don't think one can be when it comes to something like this. Wishing you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Cherrybreeze]

Perhaps some of the info here may help :

Spoiler: post-608764

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/advice-on-sn-please.32776/post-608764

Plus :

Spoiler: post-487971

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/purchasing-sn.26888/#post-487971

Perhaps post here with any tips once you take delivery (but perhaps be partly discreet in how you name sources)

This is a sporting goods store, there just isn't one near me (and the only one in stock is literally on the other side of the country...of course, right?). I have done exhaustive Google searching to see if purchasing near me was a possibility, and unfortunately, it is not (I'm old fashioned in that I prefer to purchase things in person).

As far as Wal Mart, they don't do in-store pick up at all, and the shipping times are long.

The other brand that this place sells did come up in the initial Google searches that I did for SN purchase in general, along with images from the river site and the bidding site.

 

[jgm63]

There could also be "creative" solutions, eg contact chemical supply company about a potential large order and ask if they can send a small 100g sample. But if you do that then perhaps don't publicise the outcome, because if too many people use that approach then that avenue will start to close.

 

[Cherrybreeze]

I understand the frustration. But rushing is usually a factor in failure. The SN may be good, it may not. You said in your OP you were being overly cautious, I don't think one can be when it comes to something like this. Wishing you the best in whatever you decide to do.

I understand exactly what you're saying. If it makes sense, the decision itself isn't rushed, it's been an inevitability that I accepted long ago, just that recent circumstances have pushed my timeline (and opened it up, the one thing/person holding me back is no longer a factor). I know it's time.

 

[jgm63]

This is a sporting goods store, there just isn't one near me (and the only one in stock is literally on the other side of the country...of course, right?). I have done exhaustive Google searching to see if purchasing near me was a possibility, and unfortunately, it is not (I'm old fashioned in that I prefer to purchase things in person).

As far as Wal Mart, they don't do in-store pick up at all, and the shipping times are long.

The other brand that this place sells did come up in the initial Google searches that I did for SN purchase in general, along with images from the river site and the bidding site.

So what was the other brand being sold ?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Lucky you if you are not able to vomit you have a high probability of success. Wish you the best in whatever you choose.

 

[Cherrybreeze]

I didn't mean to break the rules by posting the pic, I'm so sorry - I understand about the sourcing, it just didn't occur to me. My apologies. :(

Either way, ran into a snafu ordering with them so I'll be taking a more oft-used route after all. *sigh* I'm ready and the wait is gonna suck.

Thank you for the well wishes. Knowing people get it has been a revelation.