Dieing in sleep

[un.exist]

My biggest fantasy rn

Don't even want relief anymore, just want this

Like imagine going to bed and never waking up like ughh who that lucky mf

 

[Realog11]

I had a weird dream once I was sleeping in my bed and I was this toddler in this bassinet and another toddler was staring at me I couldn't wake up, it took me a while to wake up.

 

[feye]

I obsess over this constantly. I wish I could somehow like suffocate on "accident" in my sleep. I want it to end but every time I actually try I fail lol

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as to never wake ever again and be at true permanent peace from this torturous, dreadful existence is just all I could ever hope for, all I want is to be free from the unnecessary terrible suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence is positive and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently, only those who no longer exist are fortunate to me, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with this existence that only ever caused pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[BlendedHeart]

That's the dream. Literally. That'd be my way to go.

 

[ceelobling]

It makes me smile to think about dying in my sleep. I don't gotta prepare sn or nothing. There's no more being scared to kill myself if I never wake up.