Did relationships make you choose ctb?

[weni]

I feel like the reason for my CTB might seem pathetic or silly to people around me.
I'm really tired because of personal stuff—mostly relationship problems. Really. It just doesn't end.
If I die, I know there are people who'll turn it into a joke or some kind of funny happening.
Anyway, is it just me? Am I the only one who made this decision for such a stupid reason?

 

[nowherelilies]

i've had suicidal ideations since i was 13 due to family problems. but getting cheated on and discarded really drove me over the edge. turned my passive suicidal ideations to active/actually planning the steps methodically. it further solidified my fear that i really can't trust anybody and there is no safe place for me.

 

[usernamesarehard]

No you're not the only one. The main reason I'm actively planning ctb is because my boyfriend broke up with me. The breakup got rid of my si.

I mean technically I'm ultimately ctb because of depression. But the inability to get a boyfriend and having the one guy I love dump me is also a pretty big part too.

 

[Nightfoot]

I think it was the psychiatrist Alfred Adler who wrote that all problems are interpersonal.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

What is a relationship lol

 

[Thomas Rekowicz]

Yes, My now ex girlfriend said to me that's i am not able to love. I know it was her borderline personality disorder not her because i got to know her when she had her good and bad moments. Later i understood that my own parents literally never loved me. I live only to publish all my poems and become full member of Writers Association that was my dream since i was a child IT will be done in 3 years and than i will CTB. I want something to remain after me. I have my SN stored in my room.

 

[ThroughTheLight]

For me, wanting a relationship isn't the main reason but it's a contributing factor. I barely even have friends, so a relationship is inconceivable. Part of me hates it when people talk about relationships like they're so trivial and normal, since I'm so disconnected from that world, and humanity as a whole.