details about suicide in hotel room... the practical aspects

[SufferingInDenmark]

hypothetically, my first method, and hopefully last method, would be SN.
if that somehow fails...
i'm thinking probably hanging. partial, since i don't wanna do it publicly,
and most hotel rooms don't have any good anchor points for full suspension.

if THAT SHIT also fails, then fuck... i think at that point i'd be too tired to even go for a third method.
maybe jumping from somewhere, but it would have to be a secluded spot with nobody nearby.

but i don't want my body to be all rotten when they find me...
so i guess i'd do it the last day of my stay, so that i know someone will be opening the door soon if i don't check out.

i feel bad for whoever that'll be, but if it's by hanging, then i'll be wearing a head cover, so it's less traumatizing.

only downside to that plan, is that i wouldn't have time to recover from a (god forbid) unsuccessful suicide attempt.

i'd have to check out too soon.

so maybe i'll do it like 3 days before my check out... maybe even 5...
i would hypothetically need to rest very long after a potential (god forbid) fail.

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i guess there's not really any question, but comments are welcommed

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

SN rarely fails as far as you follow the protocol. Good luck. Really sorry you are in so much suffering. Whatever you decide I hope everything goes wll and find what you are looking for

 

[quietwoods]

Suggested protocol for hotels is to try to get a suite or something, so you can close a door and put a note on it saying to just call emergency services.

This way no one but the people used to this type of stuff will see you.

Cost may be an issue for some though.

SN rarely fails as far as you follow the protocol. Good luck. Really sorry you are in so much suffering. Whatever you decide I hope everything goes wll and find what you are looking for

Wouldn't say rarely, success rate is ~80% for those that follow protocol. Usually fails due to vomiting too quickly or SI calling emt