Desperately searching for an escape

[snooperdooper]

I just hate how I am currently experiencing life. I made a post yesterday (I think it was yesterday) about being unable to do anything to distract myself from depression. God, the more I ponder on it the more of a nightmare I find myself in. I can't CTB because of my overprotective parents, I can't find independence because of my anxiety and lack of energy, and I can't find anything to take my mind off of the suffering I am going through because of my depression. I'm so so desperate for any type of escape from the endless cycle I have found myself in. Ughghhhh why me.

Anybody else relate?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so trapped in this existence of suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[Alreadylate]

Yes I'm feeling like that. It's been many years in this situation, and planning ctb now. If you wanna talk I have discord, I'm feeling very lonely and bored...

 

[TBONTB]

Sorry for your misery. Hearing the comment you'd like to distract yourself from depression...not sure of you situation within your home, but wondered if it's feasible to go for a walk..just from a change of scene. Or can you do a family chore, like wash some dishes. Just brainstorming a change of scene

I know I fall into looking for relief by staying on this site and scrolling media (not a gamer) but I know it kinda makes me more depressed.