Help Desperate to die but can't find anything

[ctb_warrior]

dear fam

I so wanna die desperately but not able to do so.
I tried partial hanging today but to no good.
I guess i could not find the sweet spot.
I did experience blackening.
Please guide me.
I am going through anxiety and panic.
Not feeling good at all.. so wanna cry

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, to me it feels so cruel how it's so difficult to die even know existence causes all this suffering, I suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace. But anyway I hope that you find the relief you search for, best wishes.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I understand just wanting to be gone, to me it feels so cruel how it's so difficult to die even know existence causes all this suffering, I suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace. But anyway I hope that you find the relief you search for, best wishes.

Thank you dear

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

For me, jumping will always be my fail safe if nothing else works.

 

[ctb_warrior]

For me, jumping will always be my fail safe if nothing else works.

I don't have a place to jump from unfortunately. That's actually fail safe. I was thinking of train but not sure. Any idea how to make partial hanging a success?

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I don't unfortunately. It's not a method I have ever considered. Only full, which I would accomplish by using one of the commercially-sturdy beams that the picnic shelters at the park have.

 

[tirednwired]

Hi friend, there's a thread somewhere here that talks about how to do a full suspension at home. All you need is a door, a rope, and something heavy. I can't find the thread because I don't have the search feature yet but if you really feel ctb is necessary, just letting you know it's out there. I do hope you can find what you're looking for in a way other than death, but I understand sometimes this isn't an option. Sending love

 

[ctb_warrior]

I don't unfortunately. It's not a method I have ever considered. Only full, which I would accomplish by using one of the commercially-sturdy beams that the picnic shelters at the park have.

I wish i could muster the courage to do the full suspension. Besides i don't have a good anchor point here in my room..
Thank you so much for your kind words. I wish ctb was easy. I would have left ages ago .
Your words made me feel better. Thank you again.

Hi friend, there's a thread somewhere here that talks about how to do a full suspension at home. All you need is a door, a rope, and something heavy. I can't find the thread because I don't have the search feature yet but if you really feel ctb is necessary, just letting you know it's out there. I do hope you can find what you're looking for in a way other than death, but I understand sometimes this isn't an option. Sending love

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I wish i could muster the courage to do the full suspension. Besides i don't have a good anchor point here in my room..
Thank you so much for your kind words. I wish ctb was easy. I would have left ages ago .
Your words made me feel better. Thank you again.

You're welcome. I totally understand. And that is exactly why I would never consider partial. Because I feel that it allows survival instinct to kick in and that just simply cannot be a factor in ny successful method IMO.

 

[ctb_warrior]

You're welcome. I totally understand. And that is exactly why I would never consider partial. Because I feel that it allows survival instinct to kick in and that just simply cannot be a factor in ny successful method IMO.

I wish there was an easy way out for ctb buddy