Desperate. Is there any way to commit by proxy

[wham311]

I'm down to intentionally choking on food and throwing myself in front of a car. For the love of God help me get out of this place

 

[xXSufferingXx]

don't do the car thing, that's terrible.
it's slightly different with a train, since i have never heard of a train driver being physically hurt from that.

 

[wham311]

don't do the car thing, that's terrible.
it's slightly different with a train, since i have never heard of a train driver being physically hurt from that.

What a stupid fucking game this shit is. Train very close to me, runs past at 515 am, but of course you just move out of the way.

I am so fucking over this shit.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it unbearable to exist, I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.

 

[Forever Sleep]

don't do the car thing, that's terrible.
it's slightly different with a train, since i have never heard of a train driver being physically hurt from that.

Psychologically they can be very affected. I feel so bad when people are so desperate but I also feel awful for the people who have to witness it and collect up the body parts.

 

[litekiller11]

Psychologically they can be very affected. I feel so bad when people are so desperate but I also feel awful for the people who have to witness it and collect up the body parts.

Also for the parents

 

[dreadingthesharpnel]

What a stupid fucking game this shit is. Train very close to me, runs past at 515 am, but of course you just move out of the way.

I am so fucking over this shit.

It's a bit of a problem sometimes. make sure you're not left disabled and even more miserable. I wish you much needed peace.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Also for the parents

Must be traumatic for parents but then, any method likely is. Especially if they find the body I imagine.

 

[wham311]

Any scenario involving going to a bad neighborhood? Flashing money in the car or something?

 

[curiousbeing]

It seems choking will be my method as well. I just need to do it

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Any scenario involving going to a bad neighborhood? Flashing money in the car or something?

No. What about drowning? What about hanging?

 

[wham311]

No. What about drowning? What about hanging?

im down to thinking about hanging and co but I don't think I can pull of either. I don't have an anchor point and I'm not very good at knots etc, have gained weight in neck. I am desperate though.


Shit is getting dire. Running out of money and unemployable. I can't live I can't die.

I have have a Klonopin as a resource and I'm in my mom's house and dogs are here. Vacation in a few weeks.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

im down to thinking about hanging and co but I don't think I can pull of either. I don't have an anchor point and I'm not very good at knots etc, have gained weight in neck. I am desperate though.


Shit is getting dire. Running out of money and unemployable. I can't live I can't die.

I have have a Klonopin as a resource and I'm in my mom's house and dogs are here. Vacation in a few weeks.

Yeah, CO can definitely be effective. No doubt. Gonna be my method when the time comes. Really sorry about your situation.

 

[darksouls]

I'm down to intentionally choking on food and throwing myself in front of a car. For the love of God help me get out of this place

I am so sorry you have to go through all this

send you love