Desperate for Painless methods.

[BigKnolly]

What is the quickest, easiest way out? I made a real bad mistake early in my life which lead to a period of obsessive compulsive rumination in my 20s that made me suicidal. In response to that, and feeling reckless I made another fatal mistake that has doubled my psychological troubles. I am fully cooked now. I've thinking about committing but all the easily accessible methods are so painful lol. I cannot do the jumping off a building or bridge. Hanging seems painful and if done wrong, painkillers would decimate my liver. SN seems viable but it's so hard to source in the UK and even then you need adjunct drugs to stomach it.

What are my options guys. And how do find SN?

 

[homeboundcripple]

Read up on carbon monoxide

 

[At The Bus Stop]

I don't think any will share their source for SN if they have it, I have seen a lot of posts on generic internet searches where people are reporting posts in here to the police and such for advertising things.

There are megathreads (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3) which can have bountiful of information for you to read through, and make a decision for yourself as to what you feel is suitable for you.

People have alluded that there is some "secret code" referenced in places to source it.

But I hope from the research you do, you're able to come to a decision you feel comfortable with.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

I don't think any will share their source for SN if they have it, I have seen a lot of posts on generic internet searches where people are reporting posts in here to the police and such for advertising things.

There are megathreads (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3) which can have bountiful of information for you to read through, and make a decision for yourself as to what you feel is suitable for you.

People have alluded that there is some "secret code" referenced in places to source it.

But I hope from the research you do, you're able to come to a decision you feel comfortable with.

I been thinking about complete decapitation, like being completely decapitated in 1 second and not in like 5 agonizing minutes, but the issue is, I don't know how to decapitate my self and the worst part is, what if I only fuck up my windpipe or even choke myself and not even be decapitated, because complete decapitation cuts off ALL blood supply to the brain, MUCH BETTER than suffocation.

 

[At The Bus Stop]

I been thinking about complete decapitation, like being completely decapitated in 1 second and not in like 5 agonizing minutes, but the issue is, I don't know how to decapitate my self and the worst part is, what if I only fuck up my windpipe or even choke myself and not even be decapitated, because complete decapitation cuts off ALL blood supply to the brain, MUCH BETTER than suffocation.

From what I've read, partial is the same as this - having something tight enough around your neck that causes complete blood deprivation to the brain thus putting you in a state of unconsciousness. If you had the means to decapitate yourself in 1 second, such as heavy machinery or dropping something sharp and heavy on your neck - sure that would be incredibly quick and painless - it's more realistic for people to have household items to complete partial, as theoretically, this only requires rope and something to tie to, such as a wardrobe bar.

It should be fairly quick, as soon as it's tight enough around your neck, you'll be out in a few seconds - if you're into combat sports, it's the exact same concept as rear naked choke, but it's never ending.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

From what I've read, partial is the same as this - having something tight enough around your neck that causes complete blood deprivation to the brain thus putting you in a state of unconsciousness. If you had the means to decapitate yourself in 1 second, such as heavy machinery or dropping something sharp and heavy on your neck - sure that would be incredibly quick and painless - it's more realistic for people to have household items to complete partial, as theoretically, this only requires rope and something to tie to, such as a wardrobe bar.

It should be fairly quick, as soon as it's tight enough around your neck, you'll be out in a few seconds - if you're into combat sports, it's the exact same concept as rear naked choke, but it's never ending.

Have you heard of the vertebral arteries supplying your brain and is protected by bone and the spinal arteries are deeply protected, I'm not trying to prevent people from doing partial, I'm saying it because it gives me less motivation on doing it.

 

[At The Bus Stop]

Have you heard of the vertebral arteries supplying your brain and is protected by bone and the spinal arteries are deeply protected, I'm not trying to prevent people from doing partial, I'm saying it because it gives me less motivation on doing it.

I have yeah, don't quote me on this but I'm almost certain that 90%~ of your blood to your brain is from your carotid arteries, hence why it's so damaging blocking the blood from them and it getting cut/punctured. The remaining % would be from the vertebral arteries you mentioned.

I'm with you though, whatever choice one makes is their own - and whatever decision that is, is always coming from a place of hurt or disappointment. It's good to be well versed in any choice, and prepare for the "what ifs" - As I'm sure you've seen people combining SN and Partial as a precaution.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I wish for the same, all I want is a painless way to be free from this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer from being denied that, I see so much cruelty in how there isn't the option to just painlessly cease existing in peace, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.