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moya117

moya117

A replacement that can easily get replaced
Mar 31, 2023
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i have like 200 or more pills from my psychiatrist that i have been collecting, it contains olanzapine, setraline and more, i can add the amount if i want. but most of them is probably expired right now, can i still succeed or will i fail with kidney failure? im sorry if this question is so dumb, i genuinely cant take it anymore, i cant even cry right now, i can't buy sn since i dont have the money. no one cares except my bestfriend, and he's far away right now. i need to escape asap its so painfull, mentally and physically, my stomach hurts so much, i can't eat without being in pain, i can't drink without needing to throw up, i can't walk without my limbs aching. i dont know what's wrong w me
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
i did that with similar meds but about 500 pills but didnt work
 
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moya117

moya117

A replacement that can easily get replaced
Mar 31, 2023
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i did that with similar meds but about 500 pills but didnt work
well fuck, i can add that up to 500 too, but if that doesnt work then idk what to do anymore
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
prescribed meds are not good to ctb
 
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ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
First and foremost im so sorry life has been such a hell for you im sending you virtual hugs

Obviously overdoses are not effective but u know that and the thread is already posted. If u still want to attempt using all those medication wich i dont recommend check LD50 for every medication u have. Mixing medication is a huge gamble i dont think anyone ever did such a mix up so no luck finding any information on that. U will most likely fail so i dont once again recommend it, the chance of you succeding such a thing will be probably a miracle and it will be as painful as u can imagine

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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
First and foremost im so sorry life has been such a hell for you im sending you virtual hugs

Obviously overdoses are not effective but u know that and the thread is already posted. If u still want to attempt using all those medication wich i dont recommend check LD50 for every medication u have. Mixing medication is a huge gamble i dont think anyone ever did such a mix up so no luck finding any information on that. U will most likely fail so i dont once again recommend it, the chance of you succeding such a thing will be probably a miracle and it will be as painful as u can imagine

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ld50 dont mean instant death it can take days to week
 
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hiki4me

Wandering
Jul 19, 2025
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i have like 200 or more pills from my psychiatrist that i have been collecting, it contains olanzapine, setraline and more, i can add the amount if i want. but most of them is probably expired right now, can i still succeed or will i fail with kidney failure? im sorry if this question is so dumb, i genuinely cant take it anymore, i cant even cry right now, i can't buy sn since i dont have the money. no one cares except my bestfriend, and he's far away right now. i need to escape asap its so painfull, mentally and physically, my stomach hurts so much, i can't eat without being in pain, i can't drink without needing to throw up, i can't walk without my limbs aching. i dont know what's wrong w me
Pills dont work ,at worst ur gonna be in hella lot of pain and have to go to the Hospital
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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ld50 dont mean instant death it can take days to week
I feel the same way as you!!! I am considering ordering sn...but I am afraid I will screw it up/......
 
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