Venting desperate and stupid. ramble

[Dumbass]

a lot of times i avoid methods because if i fail them itd probably make me a veg but ive felt so desperate these past few weeks or months or whatever its been i gen might just try cutting or something. if i just numb the area w/ shit and dont look maybe itd work??? but i dont trust myself but also if i cut deep enough i wont be able to go back. but also i could just lose my arm in the process and then get sent to some psych ward or something i dont know sorry im rambling

edit: method in mind would be highly risky and impractical x_x id have a better shot just sitting at the tracks near my place for the millionth time LOL

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

I spent a month in a psych hospital, hated it, rambling is good, keep rambling, I'll join you on that.

 

[Dumbass]

I spent a month in a psych hospital, hated it, rambling is good, keep rambling, I'll join you on that.

aw damn im sorry u had 2 go through that!!
hahaa aye aye

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

Lols, it wasn't fun, I woke up one evening, some bloke was dancing at the end of my bed staring at me, nice guy, but screwed up badly.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just painlessly die in peace. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[kiki <3]

never apologize for talking <3 i am in the same sauce, so many different (horrible) scenarios stopping me from finally pulling the plunge… what if this goes wrong, what if, what if… sending you hugs