Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
Or lack thereof.
How long do you have to wait for your SN?Wait for SN,
Watch tiktok or YouTube, killing time,
Repeat until I get my SN.
So you sleep more during the day than at night?Don’t or only sleep 2 hours a night.
Wow, that’s quite a day!-Get woken up, check nothing was stolen and I clear my mat.
-go for a smoke
-break up a fight
-line up for breakfast and eat. Usually crowd together with my crew now.
-eat, break up fight, help all the people overdosing
-put name on shower list and wait until my turn. This is when I'll job hunt.
-shower with boiling water in a mobile shower
- go for a smoke and break up a fight after helping somebody who overdoses
-line up for lunch, eat, then hope the shit stall dont have people shooting up in them/ covered in shit blood piss, or both. It's usually both.
-help somebody who overdoses, then get some writing done. If I have booze I'll start drinking now
-follow up with social worker, follow up with doc, try and be productive, usually interrupted by a fight
-leave and hang out at the library or downtown mall to escape chaos for a couple hours.
-come back, 2 hours waiting to get in then line up for dinner.
-get into a fight but resolve it before hands are thrown because I'm big and usually intimidate or I'll verbally explain while still being threating, it ain't worth it.
- help somebody who overdoses
-if I'm drunk, I hang out with gang members that want me to politic with them. if I'm not drunk I hang out with calm people and observe. I turn a little ghetto when I drink in that environment lol
-line up to get a mat, break up fights.
-tie all my stuff to my arm, and take mental notes of who sleeps by me. I'll be nice to them to show I'm not sketchy either and they can sleep.
-break up fights, kick people out doing drugs by me, and try to sleep in literal zoo sounds.
-wake up every couple hours out of habit and make sure I have my stuff.
-get woken up and repeat.
That's the average of a day...but everyday is different so that's the best I can do.
Sadly it’s the only time my body seems ready for sleep...tried not sleeping during the day for weeks but then I wouldn’t sleep at night either. :(So you sleep more during the day than at night?
Wow, that’s quite a day!
Strange, I’m going through the same. I feel like a vampire.Sadly it’s the only time my body seems ready for sleep...tried not sleeping during the day for weeks but then I wouldn’t sleep at night either. :(
Sorry to hear you have an undiagnosed medical condition. What symptoms do you have?I live like a kid. Wake up, play video games, chat with family a bit over Skype or whatever, watch movies, eat pizza, j/o etc. I only rarely work when I feel like it. I don't even care though, I have a horrible undiagnosed medical condition and poor mental health so I just do what feels good.