Describe why you want to ctb with a song lyrics

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

What the title says, describe why you want to ctb with song lyrics only.

I'll start:
I don't belong here. All is said and done. I just can't stay here!

These battle scars don't look like they're fading,
aint ever gonna go away...

(I'm horrible at remembering song lyrics, forgive me! I tried, ok? )

Have fun :)

 

[PrismHon]

I am reaching but I fall
And the stars are black and cold
As I stare into the void
Of a world that cannot hold

I'll escape now from that world
From the world of Jean Valjean
There is no where I can turn
There is no way to go on

 

[Jadeith]

 

[Nobody'sHero]

Let me know
Do I still got time to grow?
Things ain't always set in stone
That be known let me know
Let me

Seems like, street lights, glowing happen to be
Just like moments, passing, in front of me
So I hopped in, the cab and I paid my fare
See I know my destination, but I'm just not there

All the streets, glowing, happen to be
Just like moments, passing, in front of me
So I hopped in, the cab and I paid my fare
See, I know my destination, but I'm just not there

In the streets
In the streets
I'm just not there in the streets
I'm just not there
Life's just not fair

 

[inviável]

I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again
My nail colors are wearing off
See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you?

'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why
And after everything's done and I'm all undone
You can hear my high heels walking on
Clickity-clacking through the night
I'm carrying my bag of bones[...}

Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?

I know my room is a mess, over and over again
I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow
Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do
But first open up a window for me

 

[ALonelyFreak]

First thing coming to mind is "you bury me alive" by we are the fallen YOU BUUUUUUUUUURY ME ALIVE AND EVERYBODY'S GOTTA BREATHE DON'T LEAVE ME TO DIE yeah it gotta be screamed. It is about being unwanted and therefore buried alive. You wanna fit in but nobody wants you. Second thing is naturally "in the end" by linkin park. I've tried to so hard and got so hard but in the end it doesn't even matter.

 

[gothbird]

It would be between a few songs:

Something is rotten inside of me. I have to find it and cut it out.
House Song by Searows

Walking through late nights of soaking up a bleeding room. The strain on your fingers when you hold my sadness, I'm so afraid I'm hurting you.
Anabolic Spudsman by Bilmuri

I could begin to open up and risk desire. For I move slower and quieter than most. I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow. I wish there was another way.
Romance by Ex:Re ft. 12 Ensemble

Whenever I see the tapestry your blessed hands have wove for me. The poetry, the misery, it all meant so so much to me. Just give me a lobotomy, and cure these things inside of me. And maybe I can be free to love you for an eternity. If it another life, my heart is beating fine, and love is on my mind, you'll be the first in line.
Wilt by Holding Absence

I wanna be roadkill. Find me a mile up ahead lying there on the roadside. Say "Don't worry now, it's already dead". Pick me up like I'm fragile, take me to the nearest tree or bury me under gravel, just deep enough so nobody finds me.
Roadkill by Searows

I've got a ton of songs I could drop here from my CTB playlist, but these are the ones that stand out to me most this morning.

 

[Alias Pluto]

There is a robot that lives in my brain and he tells me what to do….
And he'll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night, he says
"You will always be a loser
You will always be a loser
You will always be a loser
You will always be a loser, man"

 

[Michi_Violeta]

I've just about had it, always back to fighting,
always back to feeling alone with my fears...

Maybe I was wrong in expecting
but I just expected that you waited:
precisely when it was hard,
precisely when today's car is just a Smart
and tomorrow's S-Class by the dealership is parked,
precisely when the plan was that there was no plan.

I get air but I suffocate without you
The sun shines but I get no light without you
I have no strength without you
Nights are shit without you
Nothing makes any sense because I do it without you.

 

[mikgazer6]

The drawback to living is finding yourself

 

[steveholt]

" no one understands me like my bedroom ceiling "

CItizen soldier.

 

[ma0]

Suffocated in surround
By mechanical people
My mind is occupied
With answers I can't seem to find
So I wonder as I wander
Is this by some shape or design?
Or am I wired a different way?

 

[getoutgirl]

Well, I don't like talkin' to myself
But someone's gotta say it, hell
I mean, things have not been going well
This time I think I finally fucked myself
You see, the life I live is sickening
I spent a decade playing chicken with oblivion
Day to day, I'm neck and neck with giving in
I'm the same old wreck I've always been

Well, a setback can be a setup
For a comeback if you don't let up
But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
And the end of all wanting
Is all I've been wanting
And that's just the way that I feel

(David Berman I fkin loved the man)

 

[Pluto]

 

[Forever Sleep]

'Life wasn't worth the balance'

('Bring Me the Disco King' by David Bowie.)

'Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died
And I can't hide and I just can't fake it...'

('It's Too Late' by Carole King.)

 

[never_take_my_heart]

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

... I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now, the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here to get me through it all
I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug ...

... I'm hopeless now
I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken ...

... This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings, no wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments breaking me down