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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I cannot wait for N I will be free
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,914
Been dealing with depression for almost 20 years. It's just unending and so tiring.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Been dealing with depression for almost 20 years. It's just unending and so tiring.
I am so sorry for the pain and torture you endure. What's your lifestyle like? I cannot take the torment and mental hell anymore I'm getting N in July and will go on my bday I am numb now at least I was able to feel now I am numb
 
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Lullaby

Lullaby

🌙
Mar 9, 2022
684
It really is.

I was feeling really good for a small period, happy for the first time in years. Every night I keep hoping tomorrow will be easier, that things will let up and I can experience that again, but it only ends up worse than the previous day. I'm tired of waking up now, I feel like crying every time I do. I hate this life.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
It's a never ending battle and I'm not sure how long I can keep fighting, or why I do at some points. I'm sorry you have to deal with depression but it's good to hear you'll get means to a peaceful way out.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,914
I am so sorry for the pain and torture you endure. What's your lifestyle like? I cannot take the torment and mental hell anymore I'm getting N in July and will go on my bday I am numb now at least I was able to feel now I am numb
Just a very boring life. Been a cripple since I was 12, mentally ill since the same age. I'm on disability--no job, not in school. I just play games and eat my feelings and do drugs.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I feel you man. I suffer a PD too and it's like hell. I hope I can manage to acquire N but if not possible I don't care, I'll leave anyway.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
No argument. Full on, deep depression is my definition of hell, because it appears never ending, turns you brain against you, and robs you of all your energy. It's bloody ugly.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
No argument. Full on, deep depression is my definition of hell, because it appears never ending, turns you brain against you, and robs you of all your energy. It's bloody ugly.
And it takes away our essence as a person. You become another person.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,345
This life can be torture when you are suffering so much. I envy those who are gone from this world as nothing can hurt them anymore. It must be very comforting having the option of N, all that I want is to peacefully pass away. I wish you the best.
 
sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
it's my daily hell and every day I wait until I've finally had enough.
 
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