I cannot wait for N I will be free
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The Cake Is A Lie
- Aug 12, 2021
- 1,914
Been dealing with depression for almost 20 years. It's just unending and so tiring.
I am so sorry for the pain and torture you endure. What's your lifestyle like? I cannot take the torment and mental hell anymore I'm getting N in July and will go on my bday I am numb now at least I was able to feel now I am numb
Lullaby
🌙
- Mar 9, 2022
- 684
It really is.
I was feeling really good for a small period, happy for the first time in years. Every night I keep hoping tomorrow will be easier, that things will let up and I can experience that again, but it only ends up worse than the previous day. I'm tired of waking up now, I feel like crying every time I do. I hate this life.
I was feeling really good for a small period, happy for the first time in years. Every night I keep hoping tomorrow will be easier, that things will let up and I can experience that again, but it only ends up worse than the previous day. I'm tired of waking up now, I feel like crying every time I do. I hate this life.
It's a never ending battle and I'm not sure how long I can keep fighting, or why I do at some points. I'm sorry you have to deal with depression but it's good to hear you'll get means to a peaceful way out.
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The Cake Is A Lie
- Aug 12, 2021
- 1,914
Just a very boring life. Been a cripple since I was 12, mentally ill since the same age. I'm on disability--no job, not in school. I just play games and eat my feelings and do drugs.
Zegers
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2021
- 1,758
I feel you man. I suffer a PD too and it's like hell. I hope I can manage to acquire N but if not possible I don't care, I'll leave anyway.
Al Cappella
Are we there yet?
- Feb 2, 2022
- 888
No argument. Full on, deep depression is my definition of hell, because it appears never ending, turns you brain against you, and robs you of all your energy. It's bloody ugly.
onlyanimalsaregood
Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
- Mar 11, 2022
- 1,329
And it takes away our essence as a person. You become another person.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,345
This life can be torture when you are suffering so much. I envy those who are gone from this world as nothing can hurt them anymore. It must be very comforting having the option of N, all that I want is to peacefully pass away. I wish you the best.
sharky
Lost
- Dec 15, 2021
- 283
