Venting delusions

[vittra213]

my world was very perfect for a while. the girl i love more than anything loved me back. said she loved me all the time and everything was perfect. i was happy and so was she. but then when she told me, it all came crashing down. it's like i'm living in my own world. have u ever looked back at something after hearing the truth and realise things weren't perfect? i was an asshole and she never loved me and i kept pushing to be her lover. my mind created these delusions that she loved me back because i was in such denial. it felt like my whole world was fake and my whole perfect dream world came crashing down to pieces.

 

[fromange]

She said she loves you or that was a delusion?

 

[vittra213]

She said she loves you or that was a delusion?

she said she loved me, but it was so obvious she didnt. she gaslit herself into making herself believe she loved me because i couldn't accept she wasn't my lover. sorry if my words are a bit weird.

 

[fromange]

she said she loved me, but it was so obvious she didnt. she gaslit herself into making herself believe she loved me because i couldn't accept she wasn't my lover. sorry if my words are a bit weird.

I see. I'm in a similar situation. I believe she did love me at one point. But maybe that was just her fake it til you make it phase. It's very hard. Sorry I have nothing better. I hope to be able to be fine alone.

 

[vittra213]

I see. I'm in a similar situation. I believe she did love me at one point. But maybe that was just her fake it til you make it phase. It's very hard. Sorry I have nothing better. I hope to be able to be fine alone.

t hurts a lot but at one point you have to accept the truth, i don't know if i have come that far yet. i just made myself believe she loved me even if she obviously didn't because i didn't want to accept the truth. i hope you will