Deep down I don't like my birthday

[Butterfly-death]

Today is my birthday and well people treat birthdays as a good thing and something to celebrate it just depressed me because it reminds me that I was born in the first place which I wish I never was and I'm alive another year. I didn't want to be alive for my birthday but here I am and I hate that. It also reminds me of my resentment towards my parents for having me. The only gift I want is death

 

[alexd]

I totally relate with your experience, even when people bother to actually wish me happy birthday or do something about it, I just feel guilty because I know that at the end of the day I'm a loser and I don't deserve any of it

 

[lastappleonearth]

Today is my birthday and well people treat birthdays as a good thing and something to celebrate it just depressed me because it reminds me that I was born in the first place which I wish I never was and I'm alive another year. I didn't want to be alive for my birthday but here I am and I hate that. It also reminds me of my resentment towards my parents for having me. The only gift I want is death

I relate, I never rlly cared for birthdays, but I liked the gifts at least, but nowadays it's just sad, cus there's like only a handful ppl even congratulating me and they're all just family. Idk, it's my fault, but I dread my upcoming birthday

 

[pk@2001]

We're in the same boat
As i vehemently abhor my own existence