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What is better, death or happy life?

  • Death

    Votes: 7 53.8%
  • Happy Life

    Votes: 6 46.2%

  • Total voters
    13
Lextyle

Lextyle

Experienced
Apr 6, 2026
201
I choose death as it frees you from any desire to be happy
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
436
death. even in a happy life you can still be quickly be miseriable.

life in general just sucks
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,177
I don't understand how anyone could label existence as happy as to me existence will always be the most torturous, dreadful abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering, there's no happiness in how this existence was so tragically imposed when never suffering at all was perfection with existing beings in agony every second, the suffering and torture of existing is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful mistake that only ever harms existing beings and no matter what I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious in this existence is the most painful, torturous and futile burden. I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone and forgotten, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, there's just so much evil in existence.
 
Claymore7274

Claymore7274

I'm scared
Oct 4, 2025
178
honestly, if i had another chance at life, i'd take it, no other factor fucked my life more than myself, i can't blame anyone, can't blame the pandemic, can't blame my country

I did this to myself, to the point of no return, if only i could start again, i would do things right
 
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spellbound

spellbound

New Member
Apr 25, 2026
4
I had a good life a few years ago and I considered myself to be decently happy
It was at this time I attempted for the first time
I choose death in a heartbeat, no amount of happiness is worth living for
 

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