I'm assuming you are Russian? I haven't meant people before that spoke Russian and weren't Russian. And honestly I am very surprised, because you are literally the very first Russian or Russian speaking person that I like. I've never met a Russian person that I liked before. Nothing racist, it's just that the ones I've met well...something tells me you know what I'm talking about. If you live in Russia and would like to move to another country but can't I'm really sorry, I know of the horrors of living in a country you want to get out of. Not to mention something tells me Russia is not exactly kind to mental illnesses and problems or has a help program set up or anything like that, probably have a heavy stigma around it among the people. Sorry if it looks like I'm attacking your country...if you like that country I'm very happy for you!;) but honestly I really like you as a person from all your posts, I've always read your comments when I see them in threats, I always like your avi, I feel like maybe you are an animal lover and I think I remember you posted before that you love animals more than humans or something along those lines, honestly I just like you, you are not like the image of Russians that I have in my head from my experiences.
also, yes I thought the same, it's not necessary to have so much dry ice, just some of it put it in a bicker attach a hose with a mask that will lead the fumes from the bucket to my face and I'm good to go.Or maybe even just some of it in a bathtub and then simply lowering your head towards the fumes and breathing in while ones passes out and then make sure head falls somewhere close to the fumes but not into the water to get burns Incase I survive I don't want to have burns on my face or anywhere on the body really. But honestly I wouldn't know where to buy it to begin with. My method is SN and I've got everything I need for it so for now I'm not gonna plan anything else for now but it seems like a good backup plan or something, maybe I'll research this just to see if I could get it and how I would go about doing it to calm myself knowing I have a backup plan just in case that seems rather peaceful with luck and if done right.❤