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mothtoflame321

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Feb 9, 2026
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New to the forum. Hi for now!!

I've been wondering if anyone else is planning to ctb via plant poison, or the manchineel plant specifically? Apparently its supposed to be the most poisonous tree on earth; everything from the fruit to the sap can kill you.

I live in an area where they grow, but I've yet to find an actual tree. Since my school is near the coast (yes I'm over 18 I'm an adult blah blah blah) I'm gonna search around there tomorrow to see if I can find any. I think it would be kind of poetic to die at school considering that my shitty grades are one of the main reasons why I'm done here.

My main plan is to soak some of the leaves in water then drink it, or maybe just eat the fruit. I just hope that i manage to find some before my god forsaken exams in april-may lol! Maybe I'll do it on apr 9 since its my birthday? That would make a pretty cool gift for some people i know.
 
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imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
161
Why not consider other more established methods? You need to be more thorough than "soak some of the leaves in water" if this is what you insist on.
 
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mothtoflame321

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Feb 9, 2026
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Why not consider other more established methods? You need to be more thorough than "soak some of the leaves in water" if this is what you insist on.
What exactly do you mean by "more established methods"? I dont have access to a gun or rope, if thats what you're wondering. If I had easier methods I wouldn't have jumped to poison so quickly.
 
imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
161
What exactly do you mean by "more established methods"? I dont have access to a gun or rope, if thats what you're wondering. If I had easier methods I wouldn't have jumped to poison so quickly.
The methods established in the stickied thread.

Again, if you insist on this method, you need to research more than "some" and "maybe", or at least ask questions about it. Users here are more than happy to help in that regard.
 

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