Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
When I first moved here I came with such hope for a new beginning, a fresh start - that was almost two years ago. So much has happened since then. I used to watch the huge balloons in the sky with wonder and excitement. Now I see them and feel nothing. This place and the people here have sucked the life out of me. I have nothing left - there is no joy, no excitement. WHat's left is a shell of what I used to be - not to say I was anything big or exciting. But I was trying. Not all I want to do is die. It's so fucking sad that my life has come to this. If I don't leave this place, I will die. Most certainly. I will die soon
It's sad when life is against us.
