I don't know how I will get out of this one
All my life I've been extremely socially isolated. I've started therapy and have put sooooo much effort into socializing, and, for a moment, I did see some results, but even then, they weren't enough
I am still extremely socially awkward and shy, and I've become so paranoid of others
Maybe I'm autistic,I don't know what's wrong with me, I am on meds but not much changed
In the end nothing matters
I don't know how I will get the strenght to keep pushing these next few years
I feel like I'm heading to a dead end, a blind alley
Don't know how I'll get out of this one honestly
All my life I've been extremely socially isolated. I've started therapy and have put sooooo much effort into socializing, and, for a moment, I did see some results, but even then, they weren't enough
I am still extremely socially awkward and shy, and I've become so paranoid of others
Maybe I'm autistic,I don't know what's wrong with me, I am on meds but not much changed
In the end nothing matters
I don't know how I will get the strenght to keep pushing these next few years
I feel like I'm heading to a dead end, a blind alley
Don't know how I'll get out of this one honestly
