Venting day 3 of taking benzos back to back

[puppyboy]

just a stupid post but i feel sooo fucking braindead and exhausted from taking xanax or whatever benzo i have like candy. i literally wake up n pop a xan and wake up hours later just to take another one. i dont even feel anxious i just like the feeling. wishing i had diff drugs on me so i can rotate..i just don't like being sober a part of me wishes i would get laced and die, it'd be nice..

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

You can keep going, mate. You've come this far, no? Just a little longer won't hurt. Lots of love and peace to you, mate

 

[dirkw83]

It's too bad we can't accidentally OD from benzos :/ Just be careful with that stuff tho, if your body becomes dependant on it it will be hell. My body became dependant on olanzapine and my life is ruined.

 

[never mind me]

Be careful with the benzos though. You really don't want to get physically dependent on them. I know many people who have been dependend on different kinds of drugs (like heroine, alcohol, benzodiazepines, fentanyl,...) and all of them say that the withdrawal from benzodiazepines is the worst.

 

[volo]

What others said about dependency. Also, that great feeling will fade with time, probably in a couple of months. Then you need a larger dose. And so on... It's a slippery slope. Be careful.

 

[gardenhouse]

It's too bad we can't accidentally OD from benzos :/ Just be careful with that stuff tho, if your body becomes dependant on it it will be hell. My body became dependant on olanzapine and my life is ruined.

My body is dependent on lorazepam because of f* tinnitus, i tried to withdraw it then i experienced tremors, muscle twitches, and unable to sleep. My life is ruined because of tinnitus which cause chronic insomnia, that's why i'm here.

 

[puppyboy]

Thanks for the concern, guys. I actually had some mild withdrawals from it a couple months ago. I was sweating through my sheets, cold+hot flashes, awful nausea and I couldn't eat for days. I was lucky enough to not experience seizures.

 

[HFK40000]

I'm in the exact same situation

 

[judestfrancis]

hopefully you can wean off, withdrawals are a bitch from any substance.

 

[carfemtanyl]

same, I've also been on lorazepam for a week now

 

[current93]

I've been taking whatever benzos i can get for the past 2 months or so and i'm very scared about withdrawal.

 

[caramelpudding]

My body is dependent on lorazepam because of f* tinnitus, i tried to withdraw it then i experienced tremors, muscle twitches, and unable to sleep. My life is ruined because of tinnitus which cause chronic insomnia, that's why i'm here.

Me too I'm here because of withdrawal from clonazepam I get 1-2 hours sleep daily and I have paresthesia that I felt like my skin is burning off and other symptoms.

For anyone who want to get off, I recommend looking beatingbenzos fb group or benzobuddies forum very informative, I tapered too fast and I'm paying for that everyday. Take care