Discussion DAE feel like you're living the same day over and over?

[liljeep]

The inconveniences could vary, whose in the day could vary, but in general it is always the same day until I move again. And then when I do move, it's new... until the days become all the same again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Pretty much, yes. My existence is just an endless loop of days, it's very pointless and futile, it's just waiting around to die until somehow I cease existing where at that point everything will finally be forgotten about.

 

[Kikoo]

My last few weeks have been exactly the same, and worse than ever.

 

[beolle]

sometimes something good happens and i tell myself yet again that it's a "new beginning" and that "now everything will change". and it works for some time, and i want to do everything and just give it all another chance. but then i'm reminded again that at its core my being will always stay the same, and in the end the depression will always catch up on me.
yeah i know that may sound like a specific disorder but to me it's just the natural way of things.

 

[Sweet Tart]

Every day follows almost exactly the same pattern, as I only leave the house for appointments, pharmacy, or groceries. I used to work and be a semi-functional person but my work environment left me increasingly suicidal, and I couldn't make myself continue after a point. I should apply for disability benefits but I'm ashamed to ask and am quite sure I will be denied.

I try to take up as little space as possible in the house, so I stay in the bedroom and cook meals after everyone else is finished in the kitchen. Or skip meals and eat junk instead. Nights are always spent gaming or watching horror movies and vaping. Lately I'm bingeing Rick & Morty, which is the only thing that makes me laugh.

 

[HopefulSleep]

Everything is the same

 

[HighFlight]

"Lather, rinse, repeat" pretty much describes my existence.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes same horrible nightmare every day. In addition to all the other crap things everyone has to do work a job, chores , shower , brush teeth , take out trash , groceries shopping labor, clean everything , organize every thing , to do list, fix things, try to deal fix problems, worry, be bored , wash clothes , have to feed these 30 trillion cells they call a human body 3 times a day only to wash after wash dishes go to bathroom and more garbage things then repeat again. All for what ? to risk even worse torture happening to me? all for what there is no purpose. Although i don't have to deal with lying scamming humans as many people do because i avoid them and instead talk to chatgpt which is smarter anyway.

I don't want to get up and shower and dress and get clothes ready every day i don't want to work . i don't want to do anything . why? pro-lifers tell me i have to . seems like i'm a slave in the prison called life

nothing matters. I'm a nihilist. what will matter in 200 years? nothing.

I don't get it how anyone could think that a fragile high maintenence prison you have to feed 3 times a day could be anything other than an accident of chaos , the product of a chemical reaction 4 billion years ago , of the DNA molecule.

regarding the poll 87% . we found something most of us agree on.

 

[alonely]

wake up (unfortunately), wiggle mouse for work, be on sasu or other suicide-related searches all day, eat a tiny bit, drink water, sleep.

 

[Huntfish34]

Not Everyy day, but a lot of my days feel Exactly the same. Almost like damn Fckn groundhog day, it's insane. I absolutely Fckn hate it.

Sad state of affairs for sure..... FML -

 

[Hollowman]

Every day's pretty much been exactly the same for many years. It's hell.

 

[Stormy Raine]

Everyday is the same, simply waiting to die. Luckily I have great sleeping pills that I can take anytime I want to escape this life. If I didn't have sleeping pills, I'd probably consider another suicide attempt, they really save me. I'd hate to think what would happen if they ever stop working.

 

[outrider567]

Yes, day after day, no change

 

[Aisley]

Janis Joplin said it, somewhere, and at least once a day it plays in my head, "it's all just the same fuckin day, man"

 

[LittleJem]

read book, watch TV, drink coffee, eat. All alone every day. Repeat.

 

[Shaylla1998]

This gif summarizes the past 7 years of my life almost perfectly.

 

[CTB Dream]

Allsame no diff ,wat do no thing even if do no diff this injury damage no able do any, all same slp wk sffr nomore, all day same injury damage same all,need leave me die injury damage, mayb day bfr injury damage ltl 0.01 diff now 0