CYANIDE HELP!!!!

[tranquilityseeker]

Uhm, so I'm in a fix.

I was almost nearing my plan to ctb. After reading up a lot of material of the web I got to know that cyanide solution in water tastes absolutely horrendous, causes chemical burns in mouth & in many hospitalisation report I read that people have actually vomitted it because of its horrid taste & burning sensation. I can't risk sabotaging of my plan at all. I don't mind pain & burning but I obviously don't have control over my reflex actions after a point & if i vomit I'm totally fucked.

I'm kind of confused now for quite some time. I wanted to use a higher concentration of 8 or 10g of cyanide in 100 ml water preferably compared to 2 or 3g. I've seen reports (I can share if you'll want) of people surviving cyanide ingestion till 2.5g to 3g. Higher concentration means more lethality but certainly higher chemical burns with much horrid taste.

Damn it I'm in a conflict now over what to do. Is there way to desensitise the mouth somehow, would it affect swallowing?

I just want a reliable end. I don't want to end up a vegetable, I'm already in poor health for many years now.

 

[lionetta12]

Uhm, so I'm in a fix.

I was almost nearing my plan to ctb. After reading up a lot of material of the web I got to know that cyanide solution in water tastes absolutely horrendous, causes chemical burns in mouth & in many hospitalisation report I read that people have actually vomitted it because of its horrid taste & burning sensation. I can't risk sabotaging of my plan at all. I don't mind pain & burning but I obviously don't have control over my reflex actions after a point & if i vomit I'm totally fucked.

I'm kind of confused now for quite some time. I wanted to use a higher concentration of 8 or 10g of cyanide in 100 ml water preferably compared to 2 or 3g. I've seen reports (I can share if you'll want) of people surviving cyanide ingestion till 2.5g to 3g. Higher concentration means more lethality but certainly higher chemical burns with much horrid taste.

Damn it I'm in a conflict now over what to do. Is there way to desensitise the mouth somehow, would it affect swallowing?

I just want a reliable end. I don't want to end up a vegetable, I'm already in poor health for many years now.

Kinda sounds like the same dilemas you face when you consume SN. But people try to battle the vomiting in SN at least by consuming antiemetic medicines prior. Maybe that could help with this as well? It's never 100% guaranted that it will prevent vomiting, but it should help decrease the risk and the amount. For Cyanide I'm unsure if things recommended for SN and regimes with that are different and if it would interfere. You can desensitise your mouth with mouthwash, ice cubes or lidocain. For mouthwash I recommend Corsodyl, it makes your mouth kinda numb (in my country its recommended to use it after extraction of wisdom teeth and when you have infections) and you wont taste anything but mint for hours on end.

 

[Euthanza]

About 10-15 gelatine capsules size 000 or 00

 

[Hollowillow]

Uhm, so I'm in a fix.

I was almost nearing my plan to ctb. After reading up a lot of material of the web I got to know that cyanide solution in water tastes absolutely horrendous, causes chemical burns in mouth & in many hospitalisation report I read that people have actually vomitted it because of its horrid taste & burning sensation. I can't risk sabotaging of my plan at all. I don't mind pain & burning but I obviously don't have control over my reflex actions after a point & if i vomit I'm totally fucked.

I'm kind of confused now for quite some time. I wanted to use a higher concentration of 8 or 10g of cyanide in 100 ml water preferably compared to 2 or 3g. I've seen reports (I can share if you'll want) of people surviving cyanide ingestion till 2.5g to 3g. Higher concentration means more lethality but certainly higher chemical burns with much horrid taste.

Damn it I'm in a conflict now over what to do. Is there way to desensitise the mouth somehow, would it affect swallowing?

I just want a reliable end. I don't want to end up a vegetable, I'm already in poor health for many years now.

Put it in "plastic" pill thingies and swallow whole? Movies make it look so easy... Chew, foam, die... I didn't know it was this hard. I'm into hanging...

 

[Enoughnow]

If you swallow whole your death will be horrific it has to get into your blood stream to kill you quick
In the past when they used cyanide pills they actually had little pieces of glass they would crush capsule under tongue then the glass would cut into blood vessel and cyanide into the blood leading to a quick death

 

[tranquilityseeker]

Kinda sounds like the same dilemas you face when you consume SN. But people try to battle the vomiting in SN at least by consuming antiemetic medicines prior. Maybe that could help with this as well? It's never 100% guaranted that it will prevent vomiting, but it should help decrease the risk and the amount. For Cyanide I'm unsure if things recommended for SN and regimes with that are different and if it would interfere. You can desensitise your mouth with mouthwash, ice cubes or lidocain. For mouthwash I recommend Corsodyl, it makes your mouth kinda numb (in my country its recommended to use it after extraction of wisdom teeth and when you have infections) and you wont taste anything but mint for hours on end.

Yes I'll be using antiemetic. It'll surely help.

Thanks for recommending mouthwash. That'll certainly help me. I'll probably use it with ice cubes to remove taste aspect.

I had thought of using SN but I wanted something more reliable & faster. SN appeals to me as a much more peaceful option but I don't have enough time else would have used SN.

About 10-15 gelatine capsules size 000 or 00

Put it in "plastic" pill thingies and swallow whole? Movies make it look so easy... Chew, foam, die... I didn't know it was this hard. I'm into hanging...

Uhm, yea I had thought about it. PPeH also mentions this but it slows down the time to absorption. But thanks for suggesting.

Put it in "plastic" pill thingies and swallow whole? Movies make it look so easy... Chew, foam, die... I didn't know it was this hard. I'm into hanging...

Ahh the movies. Everything's easy in a movie XD

If you swallow whole your death will be horrific it has to get into your blood stream to kill you quick
In the past when they used cyanide pills they actually had little pieces of glass they would crush capsule under tongue then the glass would cut into blood vessel and cyanide into the blood leading to a quick death

Yes I know but that's not possible for me. I'm assuming that glass cutting into blood vessel sounds pretty painful too.

 

[NeetAccount1]

If you do this method make sure to leave a note(s) saying like cyanide no CPR. I read about 2 EMTs that were doing CPR on someone who died from cyanide, basically they kept pushing a little bit of the cyanide in the patients lungs into their face and they both got brain damage. One went into a coma.

Sorry the world sucks

 

[tranquilityseeker]

If you do this method make sure to leave a note(s) saying like cyanide no CPR. I read about 2 EMTs that were doing CPR on someone who died from cyanide, basically they kept pushing a little bit of the cyanide in the patients lungs into their face and they both got brain damage. One went into a coma.

Sorry the world sucks

sure

 

[thischarmingman]

Uhm, so I'm in a fix.

I was almost nearing my plan to ctb. After reading up a lot of material of the web I got to know that cyanide solution in water tastes absolutely horrendous, causes chemical burns in mouth & in many hospitalisation report I read that people have actually vomitted it because of its horrid taste & burning sensation. I can't risk sabotaging of my plan at all. I don't mind pain & burning but I obviously don't have control over my reflex actions after a point & if i vomit I'm totally fucked.

I'm kind of confused now for quite some time. I wanted to use a higher concentration of 8 or 10g of cyanide in 100 ml water preferably compared to 2 or 3g. I've seen reports (I can share if you'll want) of people surviving cyanide ingestion till 2.5g to 3g. Higher concentration means more lethality but certainly higher chemical burns with much horrid taste.

Damn it I'm in a conflict now over what to do. Is there way to desensitise the mouth somehow, would it affect swallowing?

I just want a reliable end. I don't want to end up a vegetable, I'm already in poor health for many years now.

best of luck, just wondering, where did you source the cyanide from?

 

[eve2004]

FYI:
From my understanding, SN is an antidote to cyanide poisoning. In case something goes wrong, to reverse it.
The antidote for SN is methylene blue in the hospital but I've read ascorbic acid (vitamin C) would do the job at least reasonably until you can get help.

Can someone confirm?

Scenario: If I drank the SN and immediately regretted it, I'd have a tall glass of orange juice and toss that down immediately. The combination may cause me to throw up, which I suppose is good, but in case I did not, well... most OJ is fortified with ascorbic acid. Althernatively, wondering if sticking a finger down the throat is a way to induce vomiting or is it too late? This is to be sure I don't half-ass sub-lethally injure myself enough to need medical attention but not enough to CTB...

 

[Tiberius85]

There was a French film maker last year who killed himself with Cyanide. He posted a video as he prepared his final cake. He put the stuff into a cake, apparently to mask the taste. No idea whether that is a good idea for a relatively painless death, but it certainly worked for him.

 

[tranquilityseeker]

best of luck, just wondering, where did you source the cyanide from?

Reach out to industrial chemical supplier & say you run an electroplating firm. Be confident.

There was a French film maker last year who killed himself with Cyanide. He posted a video as he prepared his final cake. He put the stuff into a cake, apparently to mask the taste. No idea whether that is a good idea for a relatively painless death, but it certainly worked for him.

Thanks for helping. I will look it up.