Venting cursed to have no friends

[mortuum]

no matter who i befriend or how much i try to maintain friendships, i always end up alone. everyone i talk to ends up rotten in someway, like im an infectious disease that just destroys people
one part of me wants to just completely isolate myself. delete everything i have, take a vow of silence for the rest of my life. but i know i would get so painfully lonely, more than i am now

 

[Gangrel]

i'm sorry mate, i don't know how to make it feel better because i barely have friends myself, just wanted to say i hear you and you're not truly alone

 

[deadzombie6]

I'm sorry I understand how that feels to be always left behind you deserve better hopefully you find the right people

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

Yep and I have, in a way, though sometimes I struggle and end up talking like this and I mean that in no rude way I just get it, differently, but I get it.

 

[franzhype]

I really understand how it feels, and I'm really sorry for you to have to go through that.. you deserve better. In my case, in the last 4 months I lost my last few friends and my gf, and it just sucks, now I don't have anyone to talk with and everything feels empty and pointless, so trust me... you don't want to isolate yourself.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

It could be them and not you. 99% of people are shitty human beings these days that will only engage with you if they need something and secretly want to see everyone besides themselves fail.

I did what you described. Deleted all my social media. I don't call anyone unless they call me. I enjoy it thoroughly. If I ever feel lonely (which is rare), I just think about how fake and mentally exhausting "friends" can be.

 

[EternalShore]

me too~ :( I wish people would be nicer off this site throughout the internet and especially irl! >_< People just care about themselves and their stuff~ :( And even if you talk about everything they like and stuff, they'll still abandon you! :/
anyways, you really should try to make friends still~ :) if it's truly your fault, then you may wish to stop doing the presumably degenerate or bad things you're doing~ those things aren't good for you anyways! :( talking to others tho is a joy for both you and them! :D You shouldn't feel bad about it~ :) Talking and making a friend where both of you truly care about it each other will make both of you much happier! ^_^

 

[Aloneandinpain]

I've isolated myself and only interact with family members now. Don't really recommend it TBH, although I wouldn't be interested in having lots of friends either nor fake ones.

 

[InversedShadow]

It is so hard to maintain friendships, or try to have some sadly.. it's like, so hard to actually meet the right people to become genuine friends with, too many times there are just acquintances or something like it that will talk to you but not listen, or listen and not talk keeping to themselves... :/ I wish that the normal of this world was something good, instead of people who stop being friends all of a sudden the second you tell them something they are uninterested in because they only care about themselves and their own stuff...
sorry to hear its been like it for you, hopefully you will find some right people to talk to one day!
You have a really nice pfp!! this big doggo looks like a real fren :D