CTBing tonight. AMA/Advice needed on hanging.

[Vex]

Thank you for correction I removed that post just in case

Hans it is obvious you're a good person, it has to be hard trying to convey deep and personal feelings in a language that isn't your own.

Due to abuse, I didn't develop correctly socially, and am a weirdo.

I thought I would get support with my CTBing. Instead, I'm getting prevention. This is upsetting.

Sometimes being weird isn't the worst thing in the world. I've managed to find many friends and relationships and been able to walk to the beat of my own drum at the same time.

It's not easy but when you actually connect with people that truly understand you it's totally worth the trouble.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I was dizzy as fuck I don't loose consciousness probably because I used belt and not a rope small amounts of oxygen may was given to me during I fought with belt. It was fucking scarry. I promised myself after that I will go to therapist. My whole neck was red after that event.

 

[Ta555]

I was dizzy as fuck I don't loose consciousness probably because I used belt and not a rope small amounts of oxygen may was given to me during I fought with belt. It was fucking scarry. I promised myself after that I will go to therapist. My whole neck was red after that event.

I'm glad you survived and decided to try and live and get some help :)

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I need go to bed. I wish you all good night and peacfull dreams especially for you Hecking Hecked. Thank you for this conversation.

 

[$nowLeopard]

Loneliness, inability to function in society.

very similar circumstances currently

 

[HeckingHecked]

very similar circumstances currently

Sorry to hear that :(

 

[$nowLeopard]

Sorry to hear that :(

I still have an opportunity to fix that, although time is running short. Military is mandatory in my country so maybe I'll be a normal person there

 

[HeckingHecked]

I still have an opportunity to fix that, although time is running short. Military is mandatory in my country so maybe I'll be a normal person there

That's good at least!

 

[blueclover_.]

There's a megathread about hanging somewhere on this forum, but the OP is gone so i guess you can still ask other people under that thread. You can also read the resources section and click at the Partial Hanging link. Best of luck bud.