Method Ctb with SN

[ApproachingSilence]

I have just taken my first 10mg dose of Primperan. I have my SN and ranitidine ready. I'm seeing a psych this afternoon and if nothing happens I'll be walking to the woods tomorrow and ctb. I've had enough of not fitting in with people and always feeling like an alien at 37. It's not living so I may as well be dead.

 

[Broken]

I have just taken my first 10mg dose of Primperan. I have my SN and ranitidine ready. I'm seeing a psych this afternoon and if nothing happens I'll be walking to the woods tomorrow and ctb. I've had enough of not fitting in with people and always feeling like an alien at 37. It's not living so I may as well be dead.

I've made it to 31 and I know that feeling of beyond help and like your just existing.